+ Life is a mystery +

Role Model~

2007-01-28T14:41:00.000+11:00

Hello~

I've changed the layout alrdy, taken it from blogskins. hehe I really like this layout done by Yvonne, so all credits goes to her. I like how simple it is and the picture that Carrie did for me, it goes with the layout color. hehe I chose Mischa Barton because i really really like her, well not in the O.C. She's my role model fashion wise.

Anyway, this will be a short blog,i've only got 2 more weeks b4 preparation of exams. 1 week to go before my presentation, 1 week 2 days till my 2000 research essay is due and then in between i've got finance tutorial work to do and i need to study study study & practise practise my finance! Arghz! It's so confusing! I really wonder how u do it, Rina!

Oh the great news is that about 3 weeks plus time, Rina is coming to melbourne So yayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!!! She's gonna be doing her masters in Monash that smart lil one! Then Kevin Teh will be coming here to cont' his degree in RMIT as well. They'll all be here in Feb! eeeee! So excited! I miss them so much and this time we get to celebrate each other's b'day! WuuHuuu!

I bought a silky tiger print mini dress yesterday.. hahaha it was like 50%, how can i resists huh huh huh and also i got a short plain black mini skirt from supre. I love SALES!!!!!! heheh Okay.. i'm lazy to type more now.. update soon! I hope everyone is doing well. Sending my love to Mary, Lilian, Carrie, Rach, Celia, Amy, and people on my links! Hope you guys are doing alrite.. Sorry if i've lost touch with u guys...

p:s:- He makes me smile.. Trully the sweetest thing my heart could ever find~ =p

Hello

2007-01-20T18:17:00.000+11:00

Hi..

My mistake i can still log into here and blog. anyway i won't be blogging till my new layout is out. For the mean time i will blog in my multiply. If you want access to it, just lemme know~ ;)

The Invisible Eye

2006-12-29T23:11:00.000+11:00

Okay, Finally i'm home, I miss my bed and my laptop so much. hehehe But i like being in the city. Home is when is when i feel like locking myself in my room and just enter into my own world. Lolz... Right anyway imma start off the saturday on the 23rd of December, that night me and Mei went clubbing in Boulevard! Wuhuuuuuuuuuuuu!!! Yeah they were all right when they said that it was the bomb. The music was really awesome and me and mei just kept going all night long song after song. I loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee itttttttt!!! I'm so going back there tomolo. Lolz. I can't remember what i did after the next day. I think i just spent the afternoon with Wayne and he cooked me lunch. Lolz..Then it was Christmas day. My Christmas day felt like just any other normal day and i almost broke down into tears cuz i started to miss my family and the Christmas 2005. Anyway i spent the whole day with Mei Li, we had our very quiet christmas. What did i do? well.. i went home and clean the house and do my laundry and then i cooked dinner for me and Mei Li. hehehe after that then we just went back home to the her place in the city and have the whole night dedicated to our girl talk till 4a.m

That night we told wayne that we'll meet him before 11a.m because it's boxing day and the SALES was on everywhere. But in the end we woke up around 12 and then only reached the city around 12.45p.m. Our plan was first to have lunch, then go to the salon then shop. But guess what, that didn't turn out well because when we first stopped outside QV and saw the huge sales in MNG and after that my eyes just went really big when i saw it says 50% on GUESS! You can imagine how fast i walked inside to the shopped and looked at the bags. My gawddddddd it was sooooo friggin packed inside the shop, i could hardly walked around. It was quite frustrating cuz i couldn't really see what i want and everyone was just grabbing all the bags and bumping into each other. RawR!!! So, i end up purchasing one pink shirt for Wayne.. Heheheh and no, i didn't buy anything for myself. Not even a bag, i think i'm regretting so badly cuz i thought i will have enuff time to go to another GUESS outlet but that din turn out right as well. Oh me and mei actually spent 30 minutes in queing up to pay for our stuff. Me and Mei decided to just buy Zinger burger and eat along the way to Myer's. LOlz... we didn't have time to sit around and eat! I was really excited about going to Myer's because the cosmetics would be on saleeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.... hahahahahahahaha

But it was so crowded there and everyone was just pushing their way around.. Gosh.. i've never seen so much ppl in my entire life. lOlz.. So yeah what did i buy? i bought myself a new mascara from Revlon! Yayyyyy!!! There were Sales on other products such as lancome, clinque (I think) and also other brands. I wanted to buy the Chanel Precision facial wash but then they ran out of stock. *Grrrrr!!!!!* but they weren't on sale~ LOlz.. But i wanna buyyyyyyyy ittttttttt.. so i have to wait till the next next week for the stock to arrived. But i alrdy bought a facial wash todai~ Oh well.. I'll get it soon. Then about 2.30p.m i met up with Wayne and then we went shopping together with Wayne. I just had to go to Supre so badlyyyyyy... Time was running out as well.. so what did i buy in Supre, I bought this black mini dress which was supposed to be $50.00 and then i bought it for $10.00.AAAAAAAAAAAHAHAHAHAHAH You should have seen the shilly grin on my face!!!! I couldn't wipe off the smile off my face for like 15 mins! HAHAHAHAAHAHHA Then i went to Diva as usual there for 50% off on the accessories so i went spastic as well. Then yeah, Wayne said he had to get stmg todai as well... so when we're walking pass FCUK and we saw this huge sign which says 50% discount and he did the same thing as i did, "Look 50% discountttttttttttt", walk really fast into the shop, Lolz!!!) Then he bought himself a shirt and a bag from there. hehehehe

Then after that, we went for some snacks and walked Mei to the tram stop as she wanted to head home and i just went back as well. I had such a bad headache that day. I guess it was cuz of the weather (I've been in the rain and been sleeping like at 5 - 6a.m). I stayed in tobey's apartment while, Wayne to work and after that we just get ready for the next day for our trip to the South of Gippsland. (Updated in my Multiply.)

After the trip from South Gippsland, me and wayne went to the city in the afternoon after he cooked us lunch (Weetbix with strawberries & Cherries, Grilled Sweet Corn and Chocolate Bavarian Cake for dessert) He's making me fat! Lolz.. But i love the food and i can't help it. Lolz.. I so need to get back on a diet. After lunch, i went on a shopping spree looking for late xmas present for my housemate. Oh and i end up buying him CK Summer perfume. It smelled sooooooo good and i've always wanted to buy it! =D Anyway he went to work at 5a.m and i went back home and while i was in Central, i bought my facial wash and bought this johnson baby lotion because my lobster skin hurts so friggin bad. LOlz.. Anywayz.. I guess this is such a long blog and because Carrera is not online now and i'm waiting for Wayne to get back home from work as he msged me saying he's alrdy got plan for our 31st! LOlz.. I'm so excited.. i wonder what's in store~ LOlz.. I think tomolo i might stay in bed till late cuz i'm catching a flu from the trip i guess. *Groans* hehehe alrite.. gtg now.. Byeeeeeeee..

P:s// Yes, i'm happyyyyy.. I hope it stays like this always, i am hoping i'm not still dreaming. Is this is how it feels to be treated like a princess, I'm missing out alot~ =p hahahahaha

Lastly

HAPPYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY NEWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW YEARRRRRRRRR 20077777777777777777777777777777 EVERYONEEEEEEEEEEEE! *mwahxxx* *mwahxx* Those in going to Empire Hotel, ENJOYYYYYYYYYY YOURSELF& Update me alrite and PARTY HARDDDDDDD! I know i will!!!! Lolz.... I really wish u guys can be here with me thou!I miss you my sisters and babes..

Spectacular~

2006-12-21T21:42:00.000+11:00

Pictures taken in St.Kilda's beach... It was super duper gorgeous! Loveeee itttt.. These are just some of the pictures, the rest of the pictures and details can be found in somewhere, if you are close to me, you know where i keep them.. hahahaha

Right.. 17th December and 18th December, one of my favourite memories and it keeps me smiling. Lately they said, i sound happier and of course i'm guessing some of you know whyyyyy... Anyway i went out with him and did some shopping. He took me to DFO in the city. i just have to say OH MY GAWDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD!!! The place is Havennnnnnnnnn! If i have my sisters or mary and lilian we would shop non stop like mad person and going into fitting rooms and being vain. My heart broke cuz they were 70% to 80% discount and i was broke!!!! Gawddd!!!! Sighhh!!! Then i saw this really gorgeous gorgeous dress in Garfunkle (Yeah it's my favourite shop for dresses) and there was this pink butterfly dress and it was like $120 on sale i think. But it was really gorgeous! I should day dream abt it again... Right.. so me and him were supposed to watch Eragon but then umm we decided to head off to the beach since i've been dying to go there anyway.

So we stayed there for a few hours then head back to the city and then i have to wait for Mei to finish work and that night the wind was abit chilly and i have to stay in the cold for a few hours. Then me and mei went to 'nightcats' yeah, the place where she's been wanting me to go with her and yeah we did and there was a live band playing salsa and i learnt how to salsa that night. Lolz.. After that night, i slept over at Mei's on sunday and we went to south melb beach. The rest i'll elaborate to u personally or in that other site.. ;)

Tomolo i won't be home till monday or tuesday because i'l be sleeping in the cityyyy.. yahuuuuuu~ :p Gonna have lotsa fun! :p Before i sign out just wanna wish everyone "MERRY CHRISTMASSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS" Mwahxxxxx.. I miss you guys and i miss the christmas in 2005 with my family.. Love you all.. okay byee..

Patience

2006-12-15T20:50:00.000+11:00

Currently reading: 'Shopacholic & Sister' (It's so bimbo..hahahaha but i'm addicted to it and i need to ~~finish this by this weekend~~. I've finished reading it.. hehehehe I'm becoming a speed reader - Wah seh!)It's such a hillarious book, i can't help giggling to myself. I remember at some part me and best friend use to be abit bimbo while we're shopping in Chadstone. It's a must read, i wanna read the rest of the 'Shopacholic'. I still got about 6 more books to go before christmas.. hehe, so i'll start on the next book which would be the one by Anna Rice abt "A Vampire Chronicle" =p

Yesterday 14 December 2006 was Eileen's b'day and i had one of the best time again with them. It was just only the 6 of us. Me, Oie and Daniel promise Eileen to be by her house by 3p.m and we end up going there by 5p.m. hahah Blame me too cuz i was taking an awful time to pick out her present cuz i couldn't make up my mind. So in Oie helped me to decide on this beautiful necklace. I felt like buying one for myself too. I'm addicted to Diva's stuff. So yeah.. anywayz.. Me, Daniel and Oie prepared our food at 5 and then Twee around around 7 then after that Mei Li arrived and we started cooking till about 8.45p.m and we only started dinner at 9.00p.m.Each of us decide to cook one food for Eileen.

Daniel cooked - Fried Marinara Udon (Japanese style).
Oie cooked - Fried and Boiled Wonton.
Mei Li cooked - Fried Mee hoon with dried shrimps.
and I cooked - Corn & Crabmeat soup and Smoked Salmon Salad with French dressing.

All the food was reallllllllllllllllyyyyyyyyy yummyyyyyy.. i couldn't stop eating and especially if we're all hungry. I kept on eating till i'm bloated. I can eat alotttttt esp if the food is really good, i won't stop eating. Oh u haven't seen me eat!!! LOlz... Daniel and Oie and Mei Li are such great chefs, well.. we're all hospitality students. I was in a complete bliss last nyte, just enjoying the food, cooking together, catching up, playing uno, and of course it made me happy to make my friend 'Eileen' happy.

The end of the night, Mei Li slept over my house cuz she lives in the city and i wouldn't like her to go home alone. I don't even want her to risk it and also cuz i want her to stay with us till late. We had a webcam session with 'Captain Snoopy', i missssssssssssssssss himmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm crapppppppp lotssssssssssssss!!!! Hrmp!!! I wish its alrdy Feb. Hehehehe Then me and Mei Li had our girly talk and we slept at 5a.m. I'm in love with my Uni mates! Oh and lately we have been thinking about July! I really really dun wanna think about it yet right now. I dun wanna get too emotional too early plus i know i will deft cry like hell that day~ okay.. dun wanna talk abt that. This thing is strongly affecting me as well and it making me to back away.... (Smtg smtg.. u won't get me.. I dun wanna say it now.. i might change my mind)

Okay.. i better go catch up on my reading.. hehe This is another Friday night i'll be home. My hsemate is going to Loft~ sniffles..

Happy Birthday

2006-12-11T21:24:00.000+11:00

Firstly.. I'm gonna give a shout out to Tate.."HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!" =) His birthday is today..11 December 2006..
Secondly... I'm gonna give shout out to 3 people sharing the same birth date~ 12 December 2006 heheh (I'm sure there's more ppl born on this date but i can't remember yet!!)
Jia Ren.. (Thou he won't be reading this..) "HAPPY 22ND BIRTHDAY!" Mannnnnn!!!! Haven't seen you for agessssss alrdyyy not since this year CNY! hahahaha.. Just in case he comes online and i can show him this.. hehe Hope to lim teh with you when i get back okay..
Mally.. "HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY BABE~" Welcome to the adulthood. hehe I'm sure you're gonna have a blast clubbing tomolo. 21st dun come every year. I'm sure you're gonna have the time of your life tomolo esp when you have all those who love you around. Take care.. Party Hard~ hehe *hugxxxx* Oh and thanks for the talk the other day.. Thanks for being understanding yeah~ Cheers..
Javian.. "HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY!" *Hugxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx* hehe I miss you loadssssss~ Thanks for always being there when times were really rough for me. Calling me and being patience with me whinning about my homesickeness. Thanks also for calling out of the blue and Thanks for being there as one of my close friend. *hugxxx* I can't wait to go back and give you a real hug and u're gonna drive me out this time ryte.. hehe love ya.. ;) Enjoy your birthday without me.. You still have your other friends there. Betcha wish Will's there.. hehehe See you're special.. You're msg is the longest.. hahahaha *hugxx* see and you get 3 hugs! Lolz..

Pictures..

I love this topppppppppppppp!!!! It's like half bare back and the front you can tie if anyhow you like to suit your size. This top will show my navel piercing as well.. Lolz.. hehe which i need to get new studs.. those long ones..This baju shall be one of my clubbing baju.. I dun have anyyyy.. seriously..heheh i'm gonna get the one in white with some dot prints.. and mabye this one.. i like it alot..

I love this Dress too.. it's from Dotti and the material is like silky abit..It's gorgeous.. I'm a dress fanatic btw.. hehehe Oh i also need a new phone.. my phone camera sucks.. oh well..

This top.. my friend says its just like a long piece of scarf/ tudong. You know how those like umm.. silky type versace logo type prints tudong or scarf.. yeah and a piece of string tie together at the back making it backless.. I thought it was gorgeous but then too long for me in front.. i din that the front pic of it.. Yeah i'm currently into those backless dress or top.. I suddenly thought how beautiful some can be.. heheh so i'm searching for them and also for my jie jie rach.. if i happen to see any lawa ones.. hehe

This is the book about the conversion of sisters all different races combined together to produce this book. If you wanna know more abt it, read below my post.. or in my multiply.. I am going to review about this book abit more. It's like i can keep on talking about it.. hehe

Lastly.. this book that i was reading with gives me goosebumps but its still good!

Oh yeah.. results are out and the verdict is I PASSSSSSSSSSSSEDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD! 4 C's babyyyyyyyyyyyyy!!! I can't believe i got a C in Law! I thought i was gonna flunk it completely.. I keep having nightmares and waking up in the middle of night. Before the exam.. I was crying and crying and i even got fever and worst case of flu during the exam.. I said it was my most horrible day cuz i have accounting and law on the same day. Goshhhh! I'm like staring at my results and rub my eyes to make sure i wasn't having a dream. Lolz... Horray Horrayy Horaaayyy.. Oh and congratz to all my friends.. everyone make it thru law as well. Thank God too. So happy.. I seriously can't wait for summer school to start which is about in 2 weeks plus time..
Man.. i'm gonna struggle harder to get all B's the next and i want to!! =P Kiasu..

Oh Oh last Sunday i went to Church with Oie. It was in toorak. It was an evangelist church? okay.. i have no idea about that. But yeah there were mostly ppl my age and they were doing praise and worship. For whatever reason it is, i felt really comfortable in it thou my mind was like questioning myself. So much unbelieveable questions.. then slowly i try to relax my mind and try to focus on the msg from the pastor. Somehow that msg hit me hard and i see where i stand now is so important and the decision i make today will be so important in the future. Yeah and it also builds me stronger. I was able to fight some things off..

Anyway Thursday is Eileen's b'day so we're gonna have a cooking session in her house since peony and joanne are both back in HK and we're gonna have the whole house to ourselves. I'm might be organising some stuff as well. Yeah i'm also gonna cook pasta. =p I might be organising Christmas with Mei Li and Ben probably. I might also organise New Year Eve as well if Rina's coming down then mostly probably we'll defitnely club. hehehehe okay.. that's all for now.. My next blog i might review abit abt OTH, LOST AND PRISON BREAK. I won't say much cuz i know some ppl haven't watch it.. hehe okay.. Ciao..

I'm backkkkkk..Miss me? heee heee

2006-12-07T00:37:00.000+11:00

Hello alll... hehe how's everyone? Yeah i am missing everyone so much.. 2 weeks without the net during my hols? i almost broke into the state of schizophrenia. uh huh... Carrie indulged herself in the pleasure of advertising my mad photo in her msn, when i first showed her... Lolz.. Nevertheless i still love her alot.

No nettttttttttt... it's driving me kookooo picture.. Lolz..

Right.. so what did i do during my hols? firstly.. before my net broke down and before Jess went back to HK, we all decided to go to the city for a shopping spree. OMG.. imagine walking around the city for the whole 9 hours. Yeah i woke up at 8a.m and travel to Uni to get my things done. Meet up Jess in Dragon Boat for Yamcha with daniel, ivan and Mei li. I must say.. i still prefer having dim sum in Brunei. I miss the mango pudding back in riverview hotel. When i was a kid i couldn't resists not having it after dessert. It's like a routine kinda thing. Okay so i'm gonna post out some pictures where we're going to bridge road which is one of the shopping attractions in Melb. I thought i was gonna go spastic in every shop but unforunately it wasn't much that brought the sparks out..

While waiting for the tram to head back to the city.. This is some of the shops in Bridge Road.

That's me and Jess in "Just Jeans"

This is how a tram looks like..

I must say the guys, Daniel and Ivan were very patient and really really great shopping partners. I mean they had to wait for us girls constantly trying clothes in and out and every shop and making long decisions. Then we also had dinner in a Viet restaurant. I had Pho but it was alrite.. Mei Li's Pad Thai was very yummy. Oh they also sold coconut juice not fresh ones for like $2.00 Au which is like$3.00 plus Bru dollars.. Gosh i can have 3 cups of coconut water from pasar malam. RawR!

Some of the stuff i tried on in Supre.. which i tot is so lawa and wanna beliii..

Long boob tube silk dress.. perfect for summer.. hehe

I dun look as good as the model. It's the same as the above one but then it's in different prints..

I loveeeeeeeeeeeee this dresssssssss... I wanna so get it but in hot pink. This dress size was too big for me. I need a small size.. i usually wear XS or XXS from Supre.. *hint* if anyone wanna get me stuffs from Supre during Xmas.. HAHAHAHAHA

One of the days jobless holidays.. being bored and Vain.. See my new pink band.. Lolz..

One of the purchases i made during this month when i'm out with Mei Li to the city. I couldn't help it.. I just need to get dem shorts.. I got so much i eyed for... But i gotta wait.. and save more...

Oh these are also the books that i borrowed from the library from my suburb. Yeah i read 4 books in 4 days.. i book one day.. See how bored i was with no net. But i must say among these books, i really enjoyed reading "The little prisoner by Jane Elliot". I think you guys should really purchase it. If you like reading something like "Ugly by Constance" then this is sort of one of those real life true stories books. I bawl my eyes out reading thru what she's gone through. It's one of the worst abusive stories i've ever read. It was just too terrible.

Think about it this way, you're sexually abused by ur step dad and this step dad is really an the ultimate abuser making her not real daughter doing all sorts of dirty things. I cried when one of the part which says that he made her lick his ass. Gawdddddddddddddddd that is soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo GROSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS and horribleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!! Yeah imagine getting toutured sexually for 17 years and it didn't stop till u're married. Worst part in this story is that after she's won the case and her step dad was behing bars, her step brothers got really furious with her and tried to kill her and mabye are still after her. It feels really scarry and really sad that no one believes your stories and still tryna hurt you after what u've been through. What hurts the most for this author is that her family went against her and eventhou she had cared, fed and love them, they all still tried to punish her for putting their step dad behind bars. Seriously how utterly preposterous can that person be! Sheeeeeeshhh!

Oh the other "On the 8th day she rested" is one of another abusive stories about this couple. It was just really that bad but the ending was really good too. I can really learn from these stories. Although they're just some make up stories by the author but from the way she wrote it, it's like men really do act that way, from my experience as well. I can vividly imagine it in my head. The other two books were just chick lit i like to read.. They're okay..

Lately, I've borrowed another 9 books from the library. hehe I've finished reading "the exorcist *(the beginning)" , i've also watched the movie. It's scarrier when i read it, i couldn't stop reading it every single word was filled with profundity and i tried to pictured the scences in my head and putting in all the gruesome details from the book and imagine the movie. Scarry but i like it! hahahaha Oh and lately i've also been reading this biography book call "From my sister's lips" By Naima B. Robert. Well.. I'm also those kinda person who are really curious with religion and one of the them is "Islam". I'm always trying to find out more meaning and truth to it. This author is a South African lady who's grown up in London. She was describing how she herself 'revert' (she did not use the word convert because.. uh.. uh.. i forgot the reason.. hahaha) into islam and going through a hard time trying to fit in with her peers. I never knew there was more complications then it really is, there were absoutely so much rules and intresting facts through it. It also a story which compile of friends that she's met along the way who were hardcore clubber, junkies and all sort of races and religion come together to change their lives when they finally realise something is left out of their party life.

Something in that book struck me is that when she wrote why they wear loose clothes and how they really felt uncomfy wearing it at first and that they dun mind guys not drooling over them. One of the contributor to this book said that she want ppl to judge her based on her ability and not by her looks. Hmm..women power i say.. It really intrigues me alot on the way how they fight off all their dreams just to keep this religion. Wow!!! It's a great book still..

Okay.. i really shud be going now.. this is such a long blog.. i post up more pictures soon..I'm going to Chadstone tomolo with Mei Li.. yahuuuuuuuuu.. Might do some xmas shopping.. oh.. i bought some bands alrdy for some ppl but i haven't got the time to send it.. hehehe okay.. for now.. Ciao..

Sisters, build me stronger..

2006-11-15T13:42:00.000+11:00

This is dedicated to the "Something Unique". I love them with my heart and soul. It just something about their personality that drawns me closer and closer to them daily. Missing you guys so much. We're so gonna have a really proper meet up an ambil gambar lagi. Empire nite just for us yeah.. haha so much plan when i get back! *mwahx*

Anywayz.. I'm bored again since i'm on hols. Oh yesterday i accomplish travelling to the city by train and bus all by myself and walking around the city by myself. Intresting experience thou.. so much walking my feet hurts like hell. But who am i to blame, at least can burn the extra calories. Lolz.. Oh and I didn't get LOST and end up doing some shopping! I actually kinda know my way around the city. Wah seh --> oh noooo.. carrie's this's all your fault. hahahahahahah Tonight is Daniel's b'day dinner and we'll have Korean buffet bbq, another experience i'll treasure. Will post up pictures.

Out of randomness.. listening to yahoo's radio now, this music is catching my ears.. "Liz Phair, why Can't I" --> Note to self.. I should dl it.

Okay i shall ciao now..
P:s- I stole jie rachy's and mei Amy's pic on friendster cuz i dun have any individual pixs of you guys yet and jie celia's pic off from her multiply just to create the above pixs. hehehe

Exams Over..

2006-11-12T00:05:00.000+11:00

I think this is a really great video clip by Paris Hilton

Anywayz.. Today is saturday, i finished my last two horrible exams yesterday. Suprisingly accounting was okay *cross fingers* How was "LAW"? Arghxx!! it's the most horrible exam i've ever encountered.. *sniffles* i couldn't finish the paper. There wasn't enuff time and i just scribble the paper and i know i dun make sense cuz i din had time to structure the essay proper. All the answers were scattered all over my mind. Sigh! I really hope to get thru them all of them.

So yeah i've been looking forward so badly for 2 weeks for tonight because tonight my hsemate say we're gonna go to boulevard to club and i've been so excited abt it when it hits friday. Suddenly, i just dun felt like going at all. I dunno why, mabye cuz my of my flu? I'm still having this really bad flu for alrdy a week. It's really darn annoying. Oh well.. Joanne's flying back to HK alrdy, Ho's flying back to HK on tuesday and Jess's flying back on the 22nd! Mun is flying back to brunei tomolo, Kam is flying back next Sat, Selah's flying back in a few days, Mei lin is flying back in 13 days time. They all won't be back till Jan (b4 summer uni starts) or in Feb! They're all gonna enjoyyyyyy bein back home. Which leaves Me, Daniel, Eileen, Peony, Mei Li here for summer oh and of course Twee. What am i to do? Its really bored here. Miena they all in the UK are all in London celebrating Raya, how intresting. Over here, Raya's like? no feeling at all.

I bet Christmas and New Year Eve is gonna SUCK as well. I am going to miss home so badly! I can't wait till July! Please let it be January soon! I really wanna go home cuz i'm gettin sick of this place. Oh well.. I need to go to the public library tomolo and borrow a couple of books to kill my boredom. Need to get a job too.. *Groans* anyway.. a coupla of things i'll be looking forward to:
Lunch or Dinner with Marcus Wee (So much to catch up)
Lunch and Shopping perhaps with Selahhhhhh <3
Going to Chadstone on Wed wit Mei Li (I haven't been to chadstone for ages mann..)
Lunch and perhaps shopping with Oie and Kam on Thursday
Dinner with Daniel, Ivan, Jess and etc..
Daniel's b'day

Okay.. I'm so bored.. i shud have gone to boulevard. I'm just clueless what to wear, i was gonna go out in the afternoon to grab an outfit but then nobody was home.. i woke up late.. Alritey.. I go now.. Tomolo is sunday! *Groans* Even more bored! =p

Happy Birthday Carrie!

2006-11-07T14:12:00.000+11:00

" HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOUNGEST AMONGST US C-C-CRACK, CARRIEEEEE" Hope you will enjoy ur day from the moment you wake up till the day is over. I love you and i really wish i could be there to celebrate this special day witcha with all the joys and laughters. Well.. i hope you still have a great one alrite. *mwahx* *mwahx* Missing you loadssss..

I really think, we need to get a really proper pix when we get back. Dun care if it's 10000 times posing, but we opt to get a really proper one, i know u agree with me.

Exams... Exams.. Exams..

2006-11-04T20:42:00.000+11:00

These are the 4 subjects i'm doing this semester.

Exam date: 3rd Nov - ~~Business Research Methods(Tourism & Leisure Analysis)~~ - Killer Paper!
: 6th Nov - Public Policy(Government Business Relations)
: 10th Nov(DOOMSDAY!!) - Accounting & Law.(one in the morning and one at night)--> Please God just let me get through both this subjects!!!! ='(

Australian Business Law.

Accounting For Management Decisions.

Public Policy. (Politics..All about the Government System)

Business Research Methods. (A Managerial Approach)
Ciao

"Selamat Hari Raya"

2006-10-27T00:10:00.000+10:00

First of all "SELAMAT HARI RAYA, Maaf Zahir Dan Batin" [i will edit this with a definition soon when i got one, anyone can pm me and let me know..] yeah i know its sucha late greeting. I'm wishing everyone and anyone celebrating it. I know you guys in the UK are missing home very badly now. Yeah i understand *Hugxx* During this festive season, it made me MISS home so badly and why is that so? I miss my raya-ing to my auntie's house and makan her curry and rendang and i also miss working in the palace becuse i get to eat all the free kuih batik.

Thou those times working in the palace makes you really DEAD TIRED, i mean geeee non - stop being busy with tons of functions and catering food to all the Bruneians, i really really really enjoyed it. I love the experinces and just being around my babes.Some of us like me cuz you know all those yellow boxes you guys got? me and a coupla of my babes we're the ones organising and packaing it. We have to come to work at 3a.m and before that we got some who so kind to buy us "Nasi katok" Gilerr.. sia sia pun.. Yeah and like we work till like 6p.m in the evening. Yeah.. gilerrrr hard workkkkk but yeah i enjoyed it especially when we got to work with the malaysians.. heee heee heeee heeeee =p *Winkz* I miss them so much now.. wonder where are they now. Oh one time, me and a few were assigned to do catering for the Sultan in K.B. It was FUN FUN FUN but HOT HOT HOT. The trip there was fun esp when u have the fun people around you..Alrite, i gotta stop having all those flashbacks. But i din had time to keep a blog so i couldn't update my memories.. Hence now..

Secondly "HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO TWEE, OIE AND PEONY (sucha late greeting from me, been lazy to blog bah..)

Us having chocolate... i forgot that place name.. lOlz..

The group picture - The one in yellow Peony<3, Oie<3 and Twee<3

Me and Oie <3

Birthday babes.. Oie<3 and Twee<3 *Mwahxx*

Thanks Twee for the dinner in that Vietnamese restaurant in Richmond. The food was really yummy. The 3 color drink was absoutely yummy.. I'm craving for MOREEEEEE~ Oh for more pictures mabye you can go to my fotopages. Lulu babe, if u're reading this.. you can see .... Lolz.. bah you FLY HERE!!! But fly here also to come see me lahhh.. Anywayz.. i'm off to bed now, thursday is always a long and tiring day for me as i have class from 1-5 non stop without break so by the time i reach home, i'm half dead but luckily i managed to do at least one accounting question and i managed to balance my account.. I'm so happy with it.. Okay.. Tomolo is my last lecture and final tutorial and no more uni till exams. I'm really worried abt this TLA assignment. =S it's freaking me out.. Alritey i actually got so much to talk about todai~ hmm.. ohhh.. b4 i go, did i blog about my niece that she got all A's for her nursery school in chms. My mum was like bragging how smart she is cuz she's only 3/1/2 yrs old. Okay i ask her (in chinese, mind you.. she can speak chinese hell way better than me, it's crazzzyyy) yeah anyway.. i said..

Cindy: Wen Wen what do you want as a reward for getting all A's?
Wen wen: I want umm.. umm... wiggles
Mum: No lah not christmas present for you getting all A's in school.
Cindy: Do you want ice cream?
Wen wen: No.. I'm sick i got small poxx..
Cindy: Awwww.. then do you want choki2 then?
Wen wen: Yeah okay.. i want choki2 from koko 63
Cindy: Oh okay then..
Mum: No choki2, you always end up eating so messy..
Wen Wen: Auntie Cindy, can you buy me lipstick?
Cindy: (Bursts our laffing) WWHATTTTTTT!!!! you so young.. so ask your papa can you use lipstick?
Wen wen: Papaaaaaaaaa i want lipstick? can??
My brother: No reply..
Wen Wen: I want lipstickkkk...
Cindy: (Giggling) okay.. yeah i spoil her so damnn much okay.. but i'm not gonna get her a lipstick of course, she wants honey stick from Coffeebean in the end. yeashhh.. she know.. honey sticks.. I feed her that..

My tagboard is so dead.. where are my fellow readers.. leave me msgs eventhou u guys always chat with me thou.. HAHAHAHHAA perhaps sampai nda comment dah.. oh well... Nyte Nyte all.... *mwahxxxx* Oh "Happy Raya -ing Kaiz" siukkk tuuu~ fooodddd~ Lolz..
Before leaving, i almost forgot that i actually wanna post out reviews of "LOST SEASON 3 AND PRISON BREAK SEASON 2"
LOST SEASON 3: it still facinate me somehow.. It's reallllllllllllllyyyyyyy goooddddd!!!!!!!!! Trust me! Episode 1,2 and 3 should be out already.
PRISON BREAK: Every episode just anticipates me, like i so can't stop watching it, i tot i will keep it for the next day, but i couldn't help it cuz it just made me so nervous.. lOlz.. IT'S AWESOMEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!! Episode 1-8 is out alrdy i think. I'm only up to Episode 5 and the suspense is killing me.. Wentworth Miller is so droolzzzzzzzzzzz esp when he starts wearing suit! gawddd.. *faints* LOlz..
Oh and lastly ONE TREE HILL SEASON 4: Hmmm.. I'm still really disappointed with it! The story line it's just ...sad.. sorry to critize i'm not a peyton hater but then in that series.. i just knew it smtg is so wrong with the brother of hers.. Like she's always the one getting into all these mess and Lucas have to be there and i can't believe she's just gonna tell lucas how she felt after.. okay.. shhh.. i won't carry on.. because some ppl has yet to watch it.. but arghzzz!!!!

Anyway.. anyone got any sitcoms to introduce, pretty please tell me, cuz i'm out of smtg to watch.. thou exams like only a week plus away.. but yeah do tell me.. tag in my site if u like.. I wanna watch Grey's Anatomy but smtg is always wrong with my dl so my hsemate will only gimme after my exams! Arghxxx.. Oh, anyone can tell me how to dl "the hills" i can't dl from bitcomet. Only a few episodes.. Okay this is SUCH A LONGGGGGGG, RANDOM bloggg.. hahahha.. okay lastly.. GOOD LUCK TO EVERYONE HAVING EXAMS. Especially ppl taking their O's and A's! Especially to MARY, CARRIE (O's) and LILIAN AND BABYAMY (A's) oooo... my cousins and the sisters.. sweettttt... alrite.. Ciao for real..

What i want/ miss right this moment...

2006-10-19T21:51:00.000+10:00

(RANDOM)
Alternate Escapade/Ambuyat or twice Escapade every week with Mary Ong, Sheraton Ivory cake/Chocolate fudge cake, Sheraton seafood buffet, Empire seafood buffet, Sheraton buffets,beach bbq, driving all the way to jerudong beach just to buy fresh coconut juice with the cousins, letting mary and lilian driving my car in the beach hahahahah, Goin to aunt bets modelling wit lilian mostly (she knows what i'm talking abt), Teh Tarik and Murtabak downstairs Kasly office, Shopping for bbq with rina but both of being clueless, walking in aimlessly in the mall, Taurean for drinks, nachos and nutella sandwich oh and their kolomee, Meeting anyone in chill, sex on the beach, Cheer up, ice apple tea, chicken salad, Me and lilian midnight cravings for tungking (sp?) and bbq chix wings from pasar malam, that squid with chili, nasi katok, nasi lemak, tien tien chix rice-->(Koo reminded me of this!Thanks Koo, now i can't forget it),X-mas party wit the whole family (So much fun, would be much more better if i was BACK this yr!!!! *sniffles*) Sleepover in empire, driving to empire for no apparent reason (it's all part of bein jobless n havin' fun wit the cousins), watching barney wit my niece, feeding her, hugging the other niece, last minute meet up with the girls, deep talks with carrie, dinner with the sisters, fratinis, hanging out with #63, laughing non stop with doni, and bein my mummy's driver!

conclusion: IT HURTS SO MUCH TO MISS HOME~ ='(

P:s/ I was just bored plus i finished all my assignments, i should be revising but then again.. haha i like to procrastinate till the very critical moment. I really really miss home. 3 more days till Raya and 2 more days till dinner with Twee for Twee's and Oie's b'day in a Vietnamese restaurant in Richmond. Care to join??? hehehe Will upload pictures.. =p

Wish List

2006-10-14T17:34:00.000+10:00

"Vanity Moment" =p (Pinkypinky knows what's goin on wit this~)Oh and Rozy, this is the baju i said i am not confident pakai-ing because of you know what..

DKNY Be - Delicions <3<3<3. This is just awesome.

DKNY Latest Be- Delicious (Red) <3<3<3 (I wanna get this!)
(Another perfume i would recommend is CK SUMMER!) I think its for men/women.

Pink Ipod Nano and the latest Nano is up to 8GB! =D Sigh~

J.Lo's also established another new perfume Live 'Luxe'. I haven't got the chance to smell it yet but i got a free voucher for one. =P I am such a fan for her Glow (i just like the bottle), Miami Glow, Live, Still is alright, but i hope this one is much better.

Anywayz.. i've got one more assignment to go, Accounting due this thursday. I think i'll finish my part by tonight. I've checked out the prices for goin back and it was cheaper than last semester and there's only one seat available for that day. But sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!! I can't go back cuz my bro says i've only got hols for 2 weeks plus cuz i've got summer to do. I miss home so much lah!!! Can't help it!!!!! Going insane here.. I need to do some major shopping, at least i'll be here when sales starts. Can't wait till exams over cuz i haven't been to lofts and amber for ages. =(((((

Alrite imma ciao now.. byebye..

Best Friends Like Dem = Priceless

2006-10-06T16:12:00.000+10:00

Hello there,The first part of this blog is dedicated to one of my bestest Friend. Doni.
Firstly "HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO HIM!" (Belated wish cuz din had time to blog!) I can safetly say, this guys is defitnely a "one in a million or even zillion". I really really really thank God for blessing me with such a wonderful friend. During this almost 4 years of friendship. I learnt so so much from him and i enjoyed every single bit with him. He's simply simply "AMAZING!" He type of person who helps anyone on his own will, he's also one really intelligent guy, he can blow you away with his sense of humor and most of all he posses this kind soul within him which is trully beautiful. He gives and never ask anything in return. He's also so patience i dunno how he cope with my manjaness. Doni.. "drive me to mall toilet now! I wanna pee! Can't pee in skool toilet!" Doni.. "drive me home, pick me up!" A friend who stayed up with you all night cuz you're heart was broken. He's muh SUPAHEROOOOO!!!! hehehe There's so much i can blab about him, but you just gotta know him. Heck! You'll be his friend in less than 5 mins cuz of his humor and friendliness. *Beware* He's a chick magnet although he doesn't admits it but hey.. picture proves it all. I just totally love this friend of mine. I love the way he sees the world. I wish everyone could it see it like he does.(NO RACISM & etc etc) When i grow up, i wanna think smartly just like you.. hehehe

Rasta Doni in Cardiff..

I can't stop laffing whenever u're around and i miss that!

My Best Friend.. I can't imagine life without him. It'll be so dull..

Pink car! I wantttttttttt!!!

So lawa!!

So Cute!

Doni sent me this jersey all he way from "UK". I am so blessed with such friends i think i dunno what i'll do without em in my life. Lawaaaaaa kannnn??? The card got this very very cute bear and the mail main almost ruin it b squashing it into the mail box. Hey "Manchester United<3" supports "UNICEF". I support "UNICEF" too. I think the world should support "UNICEF". Good On Ya! Manchester United you're 100% supported by me.
Help the Children around the world...

Oh "HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY BABE HANA" whose also in UK! why you guys hafta to be so far away.. eesh eesh.. I mishhhhh you guys like gila.. Doni + Hana + Jimin + Fweda + Atul = Gilaaaaaaa.. Non stop calinesss... Sakit perut ku tu.. One day.. One dayy...

"HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY #63!" Missing you berabishly.. *mwahxxx*

Oh oh.. One day thing i just gotta blog about, i know i'm not that holy holy person but i just need to say the song "Jesus, Lover Of My Soul" by the Hillsongs. Everytime i feel frustrated or depressed, i just kept playing that song and amazingly it really soothes my inner soul. I felt really calm listening to it. i can play it over and over and over again. I can never under estimate the power of "GOD". He's up there that's my own Believe. =) hehe..

Ciaoz for now..

WatchMeWatchYou

2006-10-03T12:22:00.000+10:00

If you all didn't know yet, One Tree Hill Season 4 is out already. I was really excited about it but then i watched it, i felt like something is missing from the first episode. It's like too messed up and mabye that's the whole point of it, so they'll have more episodes??? The life of Dan Scott is getting too boring somehow.. I won't say much about it cuz i don't wanna ruin it.. hahah You guys watch it and tell me what you guys think of it. Oh well.. That's that..
I am now dling Prison Break season 2 episode 1 - 5 but i am trying hard not dl it cuz i know i can't help watching it and once i start watching 1 i can't help continuing it and thus procrastinating all my assignments and i have exactly one more month till exam fever hits.
I heard Season 3 lost is coming out soon! I can't waittttt!!! So excitedddd!!!
I also can't wait till my naruto episodes finish dl. I'm addicted to it but ppl say once i reach the 100th episode, i will be bored of it. I'm dling it and burning it for him. hehehe We both happen to like the same sitcoms and other series. I wanna watch Grey's Anatomy! It's really good okay~
Anywayz... Yesterday was Joanne's b'day, since everyone is busy with their presentations and assignments so we got no time but to celebrate it during lunch break in Uni in this cafeteria call "Ping".
"HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY JOANNE BABE!" *Mwahxx*

B'day Girl

Me and Joanne

Okay, gotta go and catch the bus to Uni now for my Law lecture. Getting my assignment review back from my tutor later *cross fingers*. I spent my whole week of holidays on it!! *Arghzzz* Might stay in uni later to touch up on my assignment. Alrite for now.. Toodles~

Carrera.. I miss you, sorry just been really busy.. Catch up with u soon kaiz. If anything don't hestitate to nudge me, i'll still try be there..*mwahx*

So pynkedelic~

2006-09-25T19:04:00.000+10:00

Firstly! This layout is done by my cousin 'Shealy' aka 'Rainminz'. *mwahx* My picture in the middle spoils the beautiful pinkish layout... haha oh well~ it's okay lah, dun worry I REALLY REALLY LOVE IT okayyyy! You're so CREATIVE AND SMART! I like the colors of the blog table.

Anywayz.. On saturday was Mei Li's 22nd Birthday. "HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABE!" *mwahxxx* We all celebrated with her on sunday at Lounge Bar On Swanston street in the city. Me and peony and toby went to picked out a cake from her at the very last minute. The manager said, to bring in the cake, they will charged us $0.50 per head. Okay, firstly i thought they will cut the cake and etc etc etc.All she did was stick the candles on the cake and left it on the table. =S They didn't even sliced the cake for us. =S Worst of all, we were tryna sing a b'day song to Mei Li but the DJ was playing the music so louddd even when he saw us with the cake and staring at him to lower the music. He didn't till Daniel told him to~ PFFT! Some hospitality!! The food was alrite. I had chicken parmaigne and chips(sp?) and 2 glasses of asali which is japanese beer. Make me bloated that night. Oh their chili sauce was yummy too.

Me and Birthday Girl!

The Blackforest cake which didn't even taste like black forest cake. (Mum's Bakery lagi nyaman)

In Toby's house. This is baby lek lek.. hehehe Toby's dog.. He's sho adorable!!!

Birthday girl and the bois

Ho Chan and Mei Li

Floating Higher & Higher~

2006-09-19T23:08:00.000+10:00

Hellooo,

This is where i usually keep all my thoughts therefore.. I have been thinking alot lately and i thought of the person whom he's becoming lately. There's just so much changes and in fact the change is made by him, himself. I didn't expect it could be this effective. So.. I've been thinking, although he can be really mean but there's smtg i really love abt him which i think its hard to find in a guy. Yes, he may have made some mistakes and it's takes time to amend, but yet he's fighting hard to just please me. Things is just so complicated and the insecurities and negative thoughts still live within me. Yet, he's the one who made me smile, the one whose here when i need to rant, a shoulder to cry on (esp wit some things i'm goin thru at the mo') , he keeps this soul within me alive. I dunno exactly know what is this i'm trully feeling but yet i find myself floating on cloud nine. My heart still beats really fast when i see him online or whenever he msgs me and the sound of his voice just give me an assurance. Okay.. I shan't say anymore~ For now.. =p

Only Carrera knows who i am talking abt~ =p

I wanna post my top 10 most played music lately. Loving it~

1) Kejujuran Hati - Krispatih
2) My Heart - Irwansyah Feat Acha
3) Akhir Rasa Ini - Samsons
4) Maafkan - 6ixth Sense
5) Ruang Rindu - Letto
6) Lagu Rindu - Krispatih
7) Aku Pasti Kembali - Ratu
8) Mario Vasque - Gallery (Anyone know if he's the american idol Mario?) lemme know~
9) Ring The Alarm - Beyonce
10)Play With Fire - Hillary Duff (Edited)

The indo songs were recommended by him~ =p Plus gallery too.. hehe and i fell in love with them.. Lolz.. I like all types of music~

Oh anyway.. i won't be blogging till my exams over unless i procrastinate which i guess i will.. hahahaha but i'm TRYING NOT TO because my major assignments all due next month all in one go then time to prepare for exams. I've NEVER FELT SO SCARED IN MY LIFE ABOUT EXAMS! I never CRIED cuz of an exam date! I felt so upset because i got "Accounting" and "Law" exam on the same date. Accounting in the morning and then Law an 1/1/2 hour later. Sigh!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Both my lecturer say the timetable cannot be CHANGE! *sob* *sob* I really dunno if i can handle it.. ='( I'm really scaredddd~ I dun wanna hear i'm smart or i can do it cuz i'm NOT and i CAN'T! sighhh~ I really WANNA GET IT OVER AND DONE WITH AND GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO HOME SWEEEEEEEEEEEEETTTTTT HOMEEEE AND HUGGGGG MY FRIENDSSSSSSSSSSS!!! Dun get me wrong, i do have wonderful friends here, i dunno what i'll do without them. They're amazing but.. the ones back home are the ones is more closer to the heart!

*All these mixed up feelings can drive me up the wall*
*Sometimes i, myself dun even feel like continuing*
*I tried my best*

Procrastinating for awhile~

2006-09-16T17:41:00.000+10:00

This survey is probably gonna make you
uncomfortable, but if you do it... answer
honestly!

-Longest relationship:
- This one~

-Shortest relationship:
- i dun remember.. a few months.

-How many times have you truly been in love?
- Hmm.. I think twice~

-How many boyfriends/girlfriends have told you
that they love you?
- All the boyfriends~ PFFT! =p

-Have you ever thought that you were going to
marry the person
- yeah always thought abt it but dun think it'll happen!

-Have you ever loved someone so much that it
hurt?:
- Yeap!

-Have you ever made a boyfriend or girlfriend cry?
- Yeah~

-Have you ever cried over a boyfriend or
girlfriend?
- Yeap!!!

-Are you happy single or in a relationship??
- HAPPY single~

-Have you ever cheated on a boyfriend or
girlfriend ?
- yeap!

-Have you ever been cheated on?
- yeap!

-What is the most important part of being in a
relationship?
- Communication (same wit my mei), Trust, patience & Space~

-What is the worst part of being in a relationship?
- If the person is too controlling, i guess arguments and misunderstanding oh and long - distance!

-Worst relationship(s)?
- The 2nd One~

-Have you ever had your heart broken?
- Yeap!

-Have you ever broken someones heart?
- I think so~

-Do you talk to any of your ex(s) ?
- Yeap!

-If you could go back in time and change things to
where you could still be with one of your ex(s),
would u?
- NOPEEEE!!!

-Do you think any of your ex(s) feel the same
way?
- Yeap! They wouldn't wanna still be with me~ They're pretty happy where they are right now.. =D

-What is your ideal boyfriend or girlfriend?
- Hmm.. Sense of humor, Spontaneous, Fun, Hard - worker,
Pearly whites, Nice smile, stylish (but not too pretty type),
understanding, independant,Courteous, Intelligent
and not a racist. [Way too perfect for a guy like this~ hard to find lah!!]

-Do you believe that you are a good boyfriend or
girlfriend?
- Yeap.. i defitnely do believe~

-Have you dated people who were not good to
you?
- Everyone is different~

-Have you been in an abusive relationship?
- Nope..

-Name your most memorable ex if you have had
any?
- I think all of them are memorable good or bad~ =p But the best one has defitnely gotta be with -898- =p

-Youngest boyfriend/oldest girlfriend?
- Pinkypinky~

-What is one thing that all of your ex(s) had in
common?
- over - possesiveness

-Have you ever cried yourself to sleep over a
boyfriend or girlfriend?
- Yeap!

-When is the last time that you were in a
relationship?
- 2 months ago?

-Do you believe everyone deserves a second
chance?
- Yeap, and if that second chance doesn't work a third chance is probably still posssible but it really depends on the situation.

-Believe in love at first sight?
- Nope!!!

-Ever dated two people at once?
- Yeah..

-Ever been given a promise ring?
- Yeah...

-Ever been given an engagement ring?
- Nopeee..

-Do you want to get married?
- Yes of course~

-Do you have something to say to any of your
ex(s) ?
- Hmmm.. i dun think so..

-Ever stolen someones boyfriend or girlfriend?
- No wayyyyy!!!! NeveRrrRRRRrR!!!

-Ever liked someone elses boyfriend/girlfriend?
- yeap, only like~~

-Do you believe in true love?
- Not yet..

-Does heartbreak really feel as bad as it sounds?
- Actually it feels more than just bad! It feel horrible!

Great Night

2006-09-10T20:14:00.000+10:00

Hello..

Firstly i got a few birthday greetings to start off.
"HAPPY BIRTHDAY JIE CELIAAAA!"(7th September) *mwahxxx* I Love you loads~ Hope you had a blast~ *Huggles*

"HAPPY BIRTHDAY BEB!" (8th September) *hugz* Hope you enjoy urself~

"HAPPY BIRTHDAY TING!" (9th September) Lupsss youuu! *mwahxx* you're so funny~ you make me go HAHAHAHAHA

"HAPPY BIRTHDAY MEI AMY & EMILY!" (10th September) Lupsss you both! *mwahxxxx* Hope you guys enjoyed ureself~ I really wish i cud be there to celebrate with all you guys!

Anyway~ accounting exam was alright, *cross my fingers*! Presentation day was a really scary day! I felt so tense! Glad everything is over. Next to come is GBR Mid Term Exam and the rest of the weeks dedicating to the 3 major assignments. *Groans* =/ Tomolo law assignment result will be out. Sigh! I'm really scared.. enuff abt uni..

Saturday i went out in the afternoon with babra to supre cuz i wanna get my high waist belt. But guess what, i end up going shopping like a mad wumann! We end up going to 'Chapel Street' and i went spastic in 'Diva' and 'Supre'. Got myself a coupla of stripes long sleeve tee the ones that i've been wanting for so long and some headbands. Hey.. Yvonne, i got the white head band for you alrdy and it's not the plastic ones. It just came out~ The high waist belts are on sale now~ $7.50 au for one~ Ohh they've got this really cute ribbon belt and i am gonna get it soon! =p

Then at night, went dinner with the uni mates to liquid in docklands. The food was really yummy. I had the "Thai green curry chicken" and iced chocolate & dessert (Bomb Alaska). The dress code was "semi - formal" so me and the girls decide we're all gonna wear dress. hehe Overall it was a really great night, so much laughter and catching up with everyone. I love dem all~

For pictures go to "me and mary's memories". Bye for now~

Hellew~

2006-09-02T23:42:00.000+10:00

Hello~

I would like to wish my babe Rozy Kong, "HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY!" *mwahx* Hope you enjoy your day! Lups yaaaaa beautiful~

The next person to share the same birthday is "ANDY!" Happy Birthday to you too!" *hugz*

I can't blog that much todai cuz i've got my Mid term exam starting next week and the first subject is Accounting! *Groans* Then after accounting exam, the next day I've got my "Business Research" Presentation with Daniel! Sigh! So much preparation to do!

My net is so slowwwwww! I am trying to do my Law revision but the net is so lagging!!! Arghzzz!!!!!

Jie Rach --> Yeash! Lucky Mei Amy gets to see him... Essh! Naw Fair!!! hehehe Lups ya back~

Okay bye for now.. I'm falling sleepy.. Been staying up almost the whole week chatting to =6385= and Carrera! LoLz.. <3<3<3

Oh! Oh! My cousin from Taiwan came to Brunei for like 2 weeks i think, then Mary bein the smart one took her out to eat "Ambuyat" and the results was, SHE LOVES IT! Then Lilian took her out for "Shisha" in SnS and SHE LOVES IT TOO! Yeah, yeah both of them always wanna rub it in knowing how jeles i would be since i am craving for all those! *THANK YOUsss!* =p I Miss my cousins very much but one thing that i've been thinking lately is, i really wanna go back in Nov cuz i know doni will be back too but but but i promise daniel and others i will stay this tyme for their buffdays~ But i miss my family, but.. haiz! I can't decide!

buh-bye!

Happy Birthday!

2006-08-30T17:15:00.000+10:00

"HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO RACH <3<3<3"
Rach is the one in Green! She's so gorgeous ryte! hehehe Thanks for the there for all of us when we needed you. You have so much goin on with you and yet you have to tolerate with our craziness! Lolz.. hahaha Love You Loads! Can't wait till i get back and have that grape mentos shisha! Sigh! hehe Hope you'll have a wonderful day~

2006-08-26T22:01:00.000+10:00

I'm so bored now.. Waiting for my mummy and my niece to go back on their webcam! I got so emotional seeing them. I MISS THEM SO MUCH kaliii ahhh~ This is by far the longest time since i am away from home. =( Eventually -6385- call me just now and hear me sobbing and -6385- and me were listening to my niece singing in malay smtg to do with "bangun pagi, berus gigi, pergi sekolah!" HAHAHAHAHAHAHA SO CUTEEEEE! My maid thought her that! Kids nowadays so smartttt!!!! Okay.. Imma post some questionaire.. Vic and Robz is outside my room~ Lolz..

1.Best place to cry?
. My room lah & -6385- shoulders! =p

2. Missing someone right now?
. Yeahhhhhh! My familyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!!!

3. The person/people you love the most?
. My Family & Friends!

4.Tell us your dream last night...
. I dreamt.. uh.. i can't remember

5. Ever hate someone so bad?
. Yeah~

6. The biggest lie you heard?
. Sigh!Dun even wanna think abt that anymore!

7. Ever lied to someone you love the most?
. Uh huh~

8. What's the worst thing you've ever done?
. Not studying harder..

9. Wanna be someone else than ur self?
. Right now, i dun really like the person i am~ I feel so different somehow..

10. Ever slap someone?
. nope..

11. Last time u cried?
. just nowwwwwwwww! *blush*

12. Biggest crush?
. Chad Micheal Murray! *Drools*

13. Last mall u went to?
. kitchen!

14. Last memorable song you heard?
. kenangan terindah

15. Last person that hates you?
. cud be her? or her? or him? Lolz..

16. Reasons why you hate someone?
. This is privacy~

17. Biggest lie you said?
. Hmm..

18. What u wanna say to someone that u love?
. Why? How come? What Happen?

21. where you at?
. Home lor..

22. have you EVER failed a subject at school?
. Uh huh.. smtg i'm not proud of!

23. what's on your mind?
. what took them so long~

24. Honestly, who are you chatting online with
now?
. angel and family~

25. what is it that you REALLY should be doing
right now?
. nothing!

26.have you brushed your teeth today?
. hahah of course!

27. who are your best friends in the world?
. Doni, Diana, Wai, Jo, Cher, Kev, and my mummy!

28. Honestly, who is the hottest person you
know?
. My babes~

29. Honestly, are you a good friend?
. I ammmm!!! Aren't I?

30. Honestly, do you really think going to
school is important?
. VERYYYYYY!!!

31. Honestly, what are your dreams about,
mostly?
. weird and unusual!

32. Honestly, who/what makes you happy most
of the time?
. MY BAU MONKEY! -6385- and hanging out with my babes and lilian and mary!

33. Honestly, what are you so sad about right
now?
. I MISS MY FAMILYYYYYYYY~ Uwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

34. Honestly, how old are you now?
. 21

35. Honestly, what song are you listening to
right now?
. sound of the webcam

36. Honestly, who do you want to meet at this
very moment?
. My family and -6385-

37. Honestly, where do you like to be kissed?
. anywhere..- i got this from carrera, so like anywhere mei?? HAHAHAHAHAHAHA That's hawt! Me too! Me too! Just as long is by the right person!

38.Honestly, do you have a deadly disease?
.nooooooooooooo~

39.Honestly, do you hate someone right now?
. nope!

40.Honestly, who/what do you wanna hug
right now?
. wen wennnnnnnnnnn

Treasures

2006-08-26T17:17:00.000+10:00

Hello~

Firstly thank God, Law assignment is over. It's one of the toughest assignment i ever go thru! Work on it till 6a.m in the morning and always sleep and sleep only fo 5 hours the whole week. Gonna sleep longer this weekend! Yesterday was celebrated Babra's advanced birthday in a Karoake place. It's my first time in those kinda place. How was it? Lets see most of the time i wouldn't understand what they're talking or singing about cuz 90% of them were all talking in canto =S So hard to catch up what they're talking abt, I'm still learningggggg okayyy! Luckily there's Lex and Ray and some who end up wanna sing english songs! Did i sing? Nooooooooo!! *Shy* so many people okay! But by the end of the night i did, by FORCE! In reality, I can chat in MSN better rather than talking to you face to face unless you're very very very close to me. I'm still trying not to have this bad habit. (Will upload pixs once i get it from babra)

::A lil Smtg::
I believe everyone are entitle to their own opinion and thoughts.
But do you ever wonder why, sometimes bein too nice to people, others might think that its just a 'suck up'
What make people think in such ways? could it be, because complimenting them way too much is abit too akward?
But what if the intentions of complimenting is just one way of showing courtesy only in their own kinda way.
Could it be you actually look up or envy that strong individual but you act out of your way trying to please that individual?
In my own thoughts, i believe people should not judge a person by the looks, or just by 1st impression, or attitude, because you will never know what they're going thru in their own world.
There could be some reasons behind every individual behavior. It could be from the way they're brought up, history background, influence from friends or entertainment, culture, religion, and etc etc etc..
Open your heart and give others chances and mabye you'll see this inner soul that just wants to be appreciated and you'll never know that they're just the same as you and me.

[That only applies, if you can really believe in that person, although not everyone deserve 2nd chances but even murderers get 2nd chances~ On the contrary, all of these are just critically hard to determine whose worth and not worth, it all comes down to whether that individual believes "Chances"]

Okay.. that's all for now.. hehe

Pictures Galore~

2006-08-20T16:56:00.000+10:00

More Birthday Greetings! "Happy Birthday you guys!" *hugz* Lots of love~
05th August - Jack
15th August - Paul
19th August - Faezah
20th August - Ah Chong
Oh and to Raymond also~ but i can't remember the date i know i missed it~ haha sorry for the late greetings!

'Loft' during Ray's B'day

1) With Robz
2) With B'day Boy (Hsemate)
3) With Bestest fren Chan Ho is so tipsy alrdy! Lolz..
[Why they all make me pose side ways, can see my double chin so uglyyyy! RawR]

1) The Aussie Group with Lex
2) With Victor (He's sooooooooooo funnnnnnnnnnnnyyyyy)

1) The Honkies~ hehe Left - Right [Ivan, Tony, Chan Ho and Samuel]

How was Loft? Tooooooooooo crowded!!!! Cannot dance properly! Cannot even see anyone! hahahaha Keep getting lost in the crowd! Music was alright, wasn't feelin it. What was the best? FREE DRINKS & FREE ENTRANCE!!!!!!! That is the privilege for being the only gurl close to them and the hsemate. What drinks did i had?
1) Flaming somboina? (sp?) with ling, ray, and robz...It was awesome, i actually burnt the straw cuz i tot i sipped all my drink alrdy... HAHAHA so embarassing!
2) Tequila Shots with Tony (Yummyyyy)
3) Soho with lemanade with Chan Ho and Ivan (My favourite)
4) Chivas wit Ray
5) Bou born (sp?) with Robz
6) Corona with Vic
Was i tipsy? Almost!!! But i got sober because i had to take care of Ray in the end with Vic & Robz! Lolz..
It was an okay night.. The review was that the guys really enjoyed that nyte checking out other chicks~ HAHAHAHA

My belated birthday gift from Brunei! <3

Yummy "Guess Perfume"

Stuff i want~

Supre High Waist Belt

Sony Errison K800. The one with 3.2 mega pixel! It's Hawt!{Thanks Mei, for telling me! LoLz.. *Maluuuuu*}

Guess Sling Bag (I saw this in the city & me and Erin thinks its so Kawaii and she likes the one in beige) I lykeeee~ I wannnn~

Guess Denim (Loving this one too thou i haven't seen it yet) I'm a sucker for denim stuffs!

Guess Charm Bracelet Watch! It's so lawa~

Another Guess Heart Bracelet Watch! So Purdy ryte?

Intresting Stuff

Pink Baby 'Coach' shoes! Super Kawaiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii!

I'll be getting a coupla of these for my babygirls~ Those who want, lemme know in advanced otays..

Okay That's all for now folks. I got one law assignment due On friday and alot of other tute works and major assignments to prepare but i'm so procrastinating ryte now and i got a really bad flu! Oh lately i know i did smtg that i know all my girls won't approve, I promise i will be very cautious and will not put my heart into it this time. I really did not have the feeling i had once but i am not putting my heart into it. Only those close to me will know what i am talking abt it but i dun wanna talk abt it till i believe in it again. My babes, dun worry okay! I will keep u guys personally updated! I love you all!

Toodles

August Birthday Babies

2006-08-08T23:57:00.000+10:00

Aiyooh.. I just did a long blog then i press refresh, Everything gone, So i'll just go randomly..

Birthday wishes
8th August : My Beloved Brother
9th August: Haddy, My Mei's Man
10th August: Awis, Dr Love's Man
14th August: Ray (My hsemate)
29th August: Babra (My hsemate)
30th August: Jie Rach's
(More to be updated)

Pictures

Mount Dandenong.. Blurry

Daniel's gearbox

Ho, Me & Twee Beloved Uni Mates

Dinner cooked by one of my uni mate

Amber Nyte with Mei Li <3

Amber Nyte with Ray (My hsemate) Going to Loft this friday! =D

Shopping Spree Time.. hehe Change is good...

My Beloved Bro and Bratty Me! =D

Okay.. Lazy me blog alrdy.. Imma have to do my acc tute, I got one small assignment to be handed in this friday and law major assignment in 2 weeks time. *groans* So much studying to be done. Another stressful months but good for me~ =D
Thanks everyone for tagging and i love you guys loads. Thanks for keeping my website alive. It was so dead. I'll update more soon~ hehe

It's been yonks!

2006-08-06T13:04:00.000+10:00

Hellllooooooooooo!

I seriously dunno wat to blog about lately. So much have been happening lately. I still get news everyday & i feel so tired hearing abt it. But oh well i know my friends just wanna update me. Oh another thing i haven't been blogging is because Uni has started and it's been almost 3 weeks alrdy and i got assignment to be handed in this coming friday. This semester is tougher than i ever thought it would be. I'm seriously scared of it, i've never been so scared before. What am i doing this sem? Well.. they're all related to business.
1) Business Law - Contracts, commercial and Criminal law --> intrest me thou..
2) Business Research Analysis - Boring..
3) Government Relations - Bigger Boring *Groans* the assignment is really tough too! =(
4) Accounting for Mgmt Decisions - Major Pain in the ass cuz my tutor sucks! =(

So pretty much only law is one of my fav somehow. I got intrested with how judges made their decisions. Therefore i actually spend 10 hours studying for this subject this week. 4 hours is deft not enuff.. I can't finish one whole topic.There's just too much. Oh well.. Hopefully it's gonna pay off. Time is passing by so fast and i'm pretty happy abt it but not quite cuz it means lesser time for me to prepare my assignments. Anyway.. i haven't got the chance to thank some people and here are some special people who have been here for me.

Angel: What would i do without you? You were there the minute everything happened. You were here till the early mornings listening to my tales. Just being throughly patience with me. Helping me to cope with all those drama. Motivating me daily and keeping me strong. You know apart of me and our story which no one knows. So much more to say, I love you deeply.

Dr. Love: Without you, i'll still be a fool. Without you i was way beyond dumber. Dunno anything at all and you're the one who opened up my eyes and make me think wisely. You're the one who makes me laff and always keeps me updated. You're the one whose building me up stronger and recently increase my self esteem and confidence. I dunno where i would be todai without you~ I would still be a dodo.. I Love you loads.

Jie Rach: In ur busy times, you are still able to hear me out. You msg to me deft opened my thoughts up and kept me thinking. What you said were trully all true. I din hafta elaborate anything and you just read my mind. Thanks for being here for me. I really Miss you alot. I wish you all the best esp with UBD where u'll be busier.. hehe *hugz* Love you loads..

Jie Celia: Firstly Congratz!!!!!!!!!! I'm so happy for u and koko D! May all the happiness be with you both. *mwahz* You're also busy with alot of things and thanks for sparing your time just to be here for me. Thanks for all the advices and thanks for keeping me highly motivated still. I really miss you loads.. =( Love ya loads Jie.. Take care..

Carrie: Sweetie, You were one of the person who was here when it all happened. You were here till the early mornings too. Thanks for bearing with me mei. I dunno what would i do without you. Thanks for listening to me and thanks for understanding me. You're friendship and words trully means alot to me. I love youuuuuuuu deeeplyyyy. Remember, i'll always be here for you no matter what! *mwahz*

Amy: Thou we've been missing out alot, you were one of the sisters whose here for me too. Thanks for cheering me up. I miss you very much and i hope all goes well for you. I love you loads. We must have a proper meet up and more pictures when i get back okay.. *mwahz*

Joenah & Selah: Sweethearts, seriously thanks for being here for me. Joenah thanks for the advices too. I need to keep what you said in my mind. Selah, really thank you alot for catching up wit me. I'm sorry i never manage a time to go city and have a proper meet up but i will do it real soon. I love you both loads.... Really thanks for keeping my head high! I treasure our friendship alot.. Thanks..

Diya: You're absoutely a darling. You one person who also helps me to build up my self- esteem which was damaged badly. You share your advices and make me feel worthy. Thou we're million of miles apart, you're still here as a listener and as a the good friend you trully are. I envy your personality itself. You're just a really awesome friend. I miss ya.. Enjoy Brunei yeah.. Love ya loads..

Mary & Lilian: You both are the last ppl i mention because you both are trully trully special to me. I dun have to state the reason why because no words can replace our love for each other. Picking each other up and just being there for each other no matter the time or the day. I miss you both really badly. You know where to find me if you guys ever need me yeah. Just remember blood is thicker than water.

Phew~ hehe There are a few more special people in my life who has been there for me and i so wanna thank them and tryna change me still. Amirul <3, Chris Baines <3, Jack<3, Javian<3, MeiLi <3, Diana <3, Yvonne<3 and Lulu<3. I miss you all loads.. *mwahz*

Okay that's all for now.. I'll try to update more properly.. My sites so dead.. I actually almost forgot the password to my blogger. okay.. byee..

Torn by Letoya Luckett

2006-07-29T01:46:00.000+10:00

This lyrics perfectly describes how i TRULLY feel! Sigh!
verse 1:)
a part of me wants to leave you alone.
a part of me wants for you to come home.
a part of me says i'm living a lie.(and i'm better off without you.)
a part of me says to think it through.
a part of me says i'm over you.a part of me wants to say goodbye.
a part of me is asking why...

(pre-chorus:)
a part of me wants to leave.
but a part of me wants to be here with you.
and everytime i think we're over and done you do something to get me back loving you.
and you got me just torn.

(chorus:)torn in between the two.
(oh yeah)cuz i really wanna be with you.
but something's telling me i should leave you alone. (i really want to be with you)
leave you alone.leave you alone.
and you got me just torn in between the two. (in between the two)
cuz i really wanna be with you. (be with you)
but something's telling me i should leave you alone. (you alone)
leave you alone. leave you alone.

(verse 2:)
there were no issues when we started out.
it was cool.it was everything that love's about.
but something happened.plus i feel it's over now.(cuz i can't understand you now.)
now oh(i just can't understand you now.)
a part of me says it's all my fault.
a part of me says "he ain't what you want.
a part of me says to get my bags.
a part of me says i can't do that.

(pre-chorus:)
a part of me wants to leave.
but a part of me wants to be here with you.
and everytime i think that it's over and done you make me fall back in love.
you got me just torn.

(chorus:)
torn in between the two. (between the two)
cuz i really wanna be with you. (be with you)
but something's telling me i should leave you alone.(you alone)
leave you alone.leave you alone.
and you got me just torn in between the two. (torn in between the two)
cuz i really wanna be with you. (really wanna be with you)
but something's telling me i should leave you alone. (telling me i should leave)
leave you alone. (alone)leave you alone. (alone)

(bridge:)
so many times i... (i was ready to go)
so many times i... (had my foot out the door)
so many times i... (i thought to give him a chance, thought he'd be a better man)
now i'm sitting here and i'm so confused.
cuz i keep fighting myself for you.
(i don't know how much more i can take but i can't feel this way)
(you got me so torn)

chorus:)
torn in between the two. (oh yeah)
cuz i really wanna be with you. (i really wanna be with you)
but something's telling me i should leave you alone.
leave you alone.leave you alone. (but i don't know)
and you got me just torn in between the two. (should i stay or should i go)
cuz i really wanna be with you. (i don't know)
but something's telling me i should leave you alone. (you alone)
leave you alone. leave you alone. (you alone)

Sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!! Sorry for my lack of updates. I'll blog more when i got some pictures back plus i haven't got the heart to blog anymore. I guess most of you alrdy prolly know why.. I'm sorry you guys.. I'm even sorry i feel this way which is totally pointless i am just hurting myself more but i hate myself cuz i can't fight this feelings off & it's annoying I only wish someone will understand me instead of only getting mad at me. Sighhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!! I'm SORRY Okay.. *sob.. sob* I'll burried it all AGAIN!

HIATUS

2006-07-13T20:27:00.000+10:00

:: GOING ON A HIATUS ::

Coach-aholic

2006-07-05T18:21:00.000+10:00

"The Talia?"

"I absoutely love this one."

"This one is so cute"

"The pathwork is so gorgeous!"

"The scribble one"
*
Love all of them gorgeous ballet flats. How i wish!

Coach Sneakers

"The Khaki white"

"The Scribbles"

"The Hamptons" (Gosh! I love this one!)
*
Aren't they just the loveliest!!! How i wish there's a coach outlet here and also one that sells my size. I find it hard to buy shoes here that fits my size. There's more of the coach's wedges but i'm not a fan of the wedges eventhou there the "in" season now. I like the ballet flats still! If i have all the money in the world *Dreams* hahaha i would love to own a pair of "Manolo Blahnik" and a pair of "Jimmy Choos". I love "Manolo Blahnik's" pump heels look so sexeh~ For now, i'll stick with C&K and Vincci's! I miss going there..

Okay, Enjoy~

Sexuality In Astrology

2006-07-05T17:05:00.000+10:00

*A certain friend showed me this rather intresting website* HAHAHA
CAPRICORN 22 December to 21 January
WOMEN: Don't need much foreplay - you go straight from zero to WOW in nothing flat! Not interested in exotic variation; only staying in power. Since you like to dominate, you like to be astride your man, set a rhythm, and please yourself. Once into a rhythm, lovemaking becomes a wild contest with orgasm as the prize and you can depend on getting here more than once. Also a scratcher and screamer.Best sex mates: Taurus, Scorpio and Pisces.

MEN: Sex evokes the best he can offer. He is a planner and a schemer (that is schemer, not a screamer!). Prefers a woman who knows what he enjoys, and he expects her to be willing and ready whenever he wants her. Has the stamina of a marathon runner. Here is the man who will hold off until you are ready to scream!Erogenous zone: a massage that starts at the lower back and gently strokes upward along the sides of his spine.

AQUARIUS22 January to 21 February
WOMEN: A slow starter, you idealise love and encompass it with tenderness. Once aroused though, anything goes! Extremely imaginative and likes to try new things. There is nothing in any sex manual that you won't try. Belief that anything that increases the pleasure for your partner is worthwhile.Best sex mates: Aries, Gemini, Libra, Sagittarius and Aquarius.Favourite sex position: standing up, and in water.

MEN: Never treats a woman like a sex object and prefers a variety of foreplay before getting down to it. May have to be revved up, but once his engine is started, he is free and inventive with amazing persistence. He will always see you through to climax. A woman that knows what she wants will be very happy. He usually ensures an orgasm twice - once orally and once genitally.Erogenous zones: gently touching the calves and ankles will get him going. Be careful though - a kinky Aquarium can be a sadist who doesn't like to be denied!

PISCES 22 February to 21 March
WOMEN:Always make the right moves, say the right things, and create the right ambience. You are sexually liberated and enjoy a wide range of eroticism. If his fantasies coincide with yours, the action can really get torrid! You seldom say no to anything your lover suggests! Favourite places: in a waterbed or hot tub.Best sex mates: Cancer, Scorpio, Capricorn, and Pisces.

MEN: Takes the lead in lovemaking and impatient if he doesn't get a swift response. Indifferent to sexual restrictions, both moral and legal; prefers a partner with a tremendous sexual craving. Likes sex in a chair. He likes to be submissive. Becomes an addict to anything that will give pleasure and release.Erogenous zones: massaging and caressing his feet.

ARIES22 March to 21 April
WOMEN: Wildly sensual, passionate and adventurous. You'll have sex anywhere, you know what you want - intense and frequent sex, you have a need for complete control, but you're also in love with love. As a mate, you are ardent, loyal, sentimental, and earthly.Biggest thrill:the tickle of a man's facial fuzz.

MEN: Sleeping with him is like playing croquet with live bombs you never know what is going to happen! Never expect him to wait for you to be ready - he will rip your clothes off if he is ready to go. Don't tease him or you'd better be ready to deliver. Fond of slave master games and he likes it rough. Aries men are also explorers, so be ready to go where no woman has gone before. His favourite position: a woman on her knees leaning forward.

TAURUS 22 April to 21 May
WOMEN:You expect your man to be kind and patient and make love to you by the book. Like to be pleased by sex, but don't look for unusual approaches. But you are a demanding lover and leave your partner breathless. You have a need for oral gratification, both giving and receiving.Best sex mates: Cancer, Sagittarius, Scorpio, and Leo.Most likely kink: sucking on your toes, one by one. You also like biting . . .

MEN: He is the ideal lover - sensitive and understanding of his partner's feelings. He prefers it slow and easy; he won't be your guide to the exotic unknown, but that he does, he does beautifully. This is the guy to go for long and luxurious oral sex. Stamina? This man could wear down a glacier!His erogenous zone: gently and slowly kiss and bite the back of his neck.

GEMINI22 May to 21 June
WOMEN: Often the aggressor; you are never embarrassed by your behaviour because you never adhere to any standards except your own. Your main requirement: a lover who knows how to take his time. You are a one woman harem, but a partner should be aware that in a relationship, the Gemini woman is looking for a combination of the spiritual and the physical, the romantic and the practical. You want to talk to the guy after you tumble with him! Best sex mates: Leo, Scorpio, Aquarians, Libra, and Aries.Favourite gadget: the vibrator.

MEN: He likes it with the lights on in front of a mirror. He can work any partner into the mood because he knows exactly how to evoke the right responses. Oral sex isn't his favourite pastime, but will take his time with the other preliminaries. Tends to be fast and furious, more concerned with satisfying himself than his partner, but he is more than adequate in areas of lovemaking that are often neglected by other men. He can tell a woman exactly what she wants to hear. His erogenous zone: move your lips and tongue lightly up his arm.

CANCER22 June to 21 July
WOMEN: Will never make the first move, but you can be a marvelous lover for you are capable of intense sensuality. You will reciprocate passion with a fever that will stir his heart and stimulate him to his best performance. On your own time, you have a fondness for masturbation.Your favourite position: lying prone while your man enters you from behind.Best sex mates: Taurus, Leo, Virgo, Scorpio, and Pisces. You may become a slave to sexual pleasure!

MEN: His most surprising technique: intercourse with no hands. He has a need for constant encouragement and if gotten, he will be a delightful swain. Both patient and aggressive, he will often begin somewhere other than bad: likes being in command, and is a master at manual clitoral manipulation! You'll like the trip as it as much travelling to a place as it is arriving.

LEO22 July to 22 August
WOMEN:Sleek, lascivious, enticing and lazy! Whatever Leo wants, Leo gets! Intensely responsive and there are bed partners who have scars to prove it. Your need to show off leads you to prefer the top where he can look up and admire the beauty of your body. Best sex mates: Libra, Scorpio, Sagittarius, and Aries.Your sexual wardrobe: full of wispy cutout bras and panties!

MEN: Simply brushes aside rules and conventions. One important rule to remember about him: NEVER tease. His endurance is remarkable and he has a great appetite for making love. He likes women in the submissive position and oral sex is okay when he is on the receiving end. He likes a woman to show how much she is enjoying it.His erogenous zone: his back is particularly vulnerable.Best sex mates: Libra, Scorpio AND Aries.

VIRGO23 August to 21 September
WOMEN: You have no illusions about sex and wish everyone would stop magnifying its importance. Prefer men who will wait for the relationship to develop to the point where sex is inevitable. You love mutual masturbation and enjoy a little punishment and your grace and modesty is a great turn on. You become an artist at pleasing your lover.Favourite kink: can't truly enjoy it unless a third party is present.Best sex mates: Gemini, Cancer and Aquarius.

MEN: Too shy to make an overture, but when the moment arrives, you had better be prepared for him to bring his pyjamas, shaving equipment, and toothbrush. He likes to talk about how you like it and having talked about it, he will key in on the right erotic response. Don't expect imagination, but he is a hard worker and is open to suggestion.His secret life: can be obsessed with pornography.Erogenous zones: his buttocks.

LIBRA22 September to 21 October
WOMEN: Drama is the key word - you set the stage for sex. Intensely feminine and an instinctive exhibitionist. You feel your body was made to be seen and admired. Feel that seduction is an art, not an assault. When approached the right way, you find it easy to say yes to almost anything. Unusual control of vaginal muscles.Best sex mates: Aries, Gemini, Leo, Scorpio, Sagittarius, and Aquarius. Like any position where your buttocks are exposed.

MEN: Looks for the whole experience, not just a tumble between the sheets. Has a definite kinky side, a voyeur and fond of the 'menage a trois'. He has the patience needed to satisfy. He like women who dress well and have long hair. If a woman's clothes look as though they are easily removed, he finds her hard to ignore.Erogenous zone: back and buttocks, especially the feel of erect nipples against either of them! Best sex mates: Gemini, Leo, Scorpio.

SCORPIO22 October to 21 November
WOMEN: Inquisitive, searching and experimental. Knows that eroticism consists of more than the physical act of lovemaking. While looking like a perfect lady in public, you dress and act like a whore in the bedroom. Control of the orgasm is very important and will try anything to help your man maintain his potency. You never take no for an answer and when interested in someone, you will pursue him with determination and guile.Best sex mates: Gemini, Cancer, Scorpio and Pisces.Props you love: scented body oils, flavoured lubricating gels, and vibrators.

MEN: A lustful, sexy animal. Enjoys biting and sucking and is a master of oral sex. Inflicting pain turns him on so he may pinch at nipples or the inside of thighs. Likes it in water, but his kink is that the prefers wooden tables and hard floors to satin and silk.His erogenous zone: his genitalia.Best sex mates: Gemini, Cancer, Scorpio and Pisces.

SAGITTARIUS22 November to 21 December
WOMEN: You like the outdoors - freaking out if you are in a tent, camper, or on the beach. You enjoy sex, but you don't like to prolong the preliminaries and want to start the main show as soon as possible. Like to tease your partner to the point of losing control. You don't mind if your partner comes too quickly + you are a generous and accepting lover.Best sex mates: Leo, Libra, and Aquarius. Your sexual wardrobe will consist of accessories: gloves and shoes!

MEN: Sex is rarely an intense experience with him - he often comes too quickly, but he'll be the first to try a new position. He is the master of erotic massage - both oral and manual. His tongue can be a wicked instrument and when combined with his lips, creates an explosive effect! Erogenous zones: hips and thighs. And he likes to look at a woman's calves and thighs, and likes to have sex with a woman in stockings.Best sex mates: Leo, Libra, and Aquarius

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I'm an Aries so HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA =S = S

"Happy Birthday to my hunny!"

2006-07-04T03:23:00.000+10:00

Oh looooooookkkkkkk two REALLY gorgeous ladiesssss! Two gorgeous ladies having so much fun together!I'm so jelesssssssssss!!!!!! "HAPPY BIRTHDAY! DIAN!" I love youuuuuuuuuuuu soooooooooo much and i really MISSSSSSSSSSS you so much! The last tyme i dropped by sg, kak cilz, told me u were on a vacation or smtg.. Huuu huu! I will see you in July 2007 okaiz! So much to catch up, so much pictures to take! I am gonna miss kak cilz ROM and i'm absoutely devastated that i can't get over it from the moment she told me and i knew i couldn't make it. I'll have to wait till the 2008 one. hehe I so can't wait for it! This my dear friend is one of my beloved meimei! hehe She came to my house and surprise me when i was sick! HOW SWEET! Her, kak cilz and lanun came to my crib!! I was the happiest person ever!!! I need wanna do smtg sweet too! hahahaha Take care and enjoy your day todai~ hehe Wish i was there! We'll be clubbing all nyte long with kak, kokoD and youuuuu! Havin fun fun fun!

Ouu boyyy, i can't believe the numerous of people tryna rub salt to my homesickness. MSN-ing me abt how FUN they're havin' and with the people who are back!! The movies they're watching, the food, the clubbing, the drinks, the people, the stuff going on back, the WEDDINGS, the peanut! AaAAAaAAaAAA! I'm going insane here! Some even try to CALL ME just to hear the sound of FUN! RawR! *sniffles* I'm such a sadist here. Everyday being home just doing house chores! RawR! What i would give up for the life of some people! I swear miss going HAHAHAHAHAHA like nobody's business! eEEEEEeee! Mary! Javy! stop it lerrr n all.. it's killing me but yet i wanna hear it! hahah so bored.. everyone's either back in their country or spending quality tyme with their love ones at home. I need you ever so much Lavish!!!!!!!!! okayyy imma go now.. I need a nuuu layout.. It shud be soon.. I need the programs mannn..

*What goes around comes around*

"HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY RENO!"

2006-07-01T03:15:00.000+10:00

"HaPPy 21st Birthday!" Dudeeeeeeeeeee! hehehe Let's see how long have we been friends? Almost 16 yrs of friendship and still going on! Remember when u were the little one and i was the one taller than u and the other 3 but then you guys grew up taller than me now.. Arghz!!! hehe I misssssss youuuuu loadsssssssssssssss.. Yeah I'm chattin to you now and checkin whether u're tipsy alrdy! hahah You're gift will be one the wayyyyyy! heheh You suxxx you noe that! I hope u dun managed to get a ticket back to Brunei! Hrmp! hahaha I Love you loadsssssssss! Okay.. i go back to chattin' wit ya! *Mwahx* Enjoy your dayyyy kaiz! You deserve getting all the royal treatment!

Real Faux!

2006-06-29T01:56:00.000+10:00

::It's all gone::

-END-

(edited)
Nine Inch Nails - My Perfect Drug
I got my head, but my head is unraveling
Can't keep control, can't keep track of where it's traveling
I got my heart but my heart is no good
And you're the only one that's understood

I come along but I don't know where you're taking me
I shouldn't go but you're wrenching, dragging, shaking me
Turn off the sun, pull the stars from the sky
The more I give to you, the more I die

And I want you And I want you
And I want you And I want you

You are the perfect drug, the perfect drug,
the perfect drug You are the perfect drug,
the perfect drug, the perfect drug

You make me hard, when I'm all soft inside
I see the truth, when I'm all stupid eyed
The arrow goes straight through my heart
Without you everything just falls apart

My blood wants to say hello to you
My fears want to get inside of you
My soul is so afraid to realize
A very little bit is left of me

Take me with youTake me with you
Take me with youTake me with You

Without you, without you everything falls apart
Without you, it's not as much fun to pick up the pieces

Being bored!

2006-06-28T18:46:00.000+10:00

Your Five Factor Personality Profile

Extroversion:
You have medium extroversion.You're not the life of the party, but you do show up for the party.Sometimes you are full of energy and open to new social experiences.But you also need to hibernate and enjoy your "down time."
Conscientiousness:
You have high conscientiousness.Intelligent and reliable, you tend to succeed in life.Most things in your life are organized and planned well.But you borderline on being a total perfectionist.
Agreeableness:
You have high agreeableness.You are easy to get along with, and you value harmony highly.Helpful and generous, you are willing to compromise with almost anyone.You give people the benefit of the doubt and don't mind giving someone a second chance.
Neuroticism:
You have medium neuroticism.You're generally cool and collected, but sometimes you do panic.Little worries or problems can consume you, draining your energy.Your life is pretty smooth, but there's a few emotional bumps you'd like to get rid of.
Openness to experience:
Your openness to new experiences is medium.You are generally broad minded when it come to new things.But if something crosses a moral line, there's no way you'll approve of it.You are suspicious of anything too wacky, though you do still consider creativity a virtue.

The Five Factor Personality Test

You Are a Learning Cook

You've got the makings of an excellent cook, and the desire to be one.But right now, you're just lacking the experience. You couldn't be a top chef yet, but you could be an apprentice.

Are You A Good Cook?

Your Ideal Relationship is Casual Dating

Maybe you're looking for love...But mostly you're looking for fun.You could get serious with the right person.For now, though, you're enjoying playing the field.

What's" Your Ideal Relationship?

Your Stripper Song Is

Closer by Nine Inch Nails

"You let me violate you, you let me desecrate you
You let me penetrate you, you let me complicate you
Help me I broke apart my insides, help me I?ve got no
Soul to tell"

When you dance, it's a little scary - and a lot sexy.

You're a Romantic Kisser

For you, kissing is all about feeling the romanceYou love to kiss under the stars or by the seaThe perfect kiss involves the perfect moodIt's pretty common for kisses to sweep you off your feet

What Kind of Kisser Are You?

Your Five Variable Love Profile

Propensity for Monogamy:
Your propensity for monogamy is medium.In general, you prefer to have only one love interest.But it's hard for you to stay devoted for too long!There's too much eye candy to keep you from wandering.
Experience Level:
Your experience level is high.You've loved, lost, and loved again.You have had a wide range of love experiences.And when the real thing comes along, you know it!
Dominance:
Your dominance is high.It's your way or the highway when it comes to love.You like to be very involved in your sweetie's life.No question, you like to be the one calling the shots.
Cynicism:
Your cynicism is medium.You'd like to believe in true and everlasting love...But you've definitely been burned enough to know better.You're still an optimist, but you also are a realist.
Independence:
Your independence is medium.In relationships, you need both "me time" and "we time."You usually find it easy to be part of a couple.But occasionally you start to feel a little smothered.

The Five Variable Love Test

Your Five Variable Love Profile

The Five Variable Love Test

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

Your Ideal Marriage Proposal Is

Spontaneous, on a tropical vacation, when he realizes he can't be without you.

What's" Your Ideal Marriage Proposal?

Men See You As Desirable

Men often find you immediately attractive and sensualYou're honesty is refreshingly beautiful ... it draws guys inYou are also able to be open with your feelings with no emotional baggagePacking light means you enjoy new relationships easily

How Do Men See You?

Your Dream Engagement Ring Has a Round Diamond!

A round diamond is classic and timeless, just like your style

You Should Get a Rose Tattoo

Sexy and classicYou are pure rock and roll, party girl. So is your tattoo.

What Tattoo Should You Get?

Wuuuhuuu i shuddd!!

Guys Like That You're Fun

You're the type of girl guys brag about knowingThat's because you're cool, funny, and laid backYou're smart enough to know how to be one of the guysBut flirty enough to know how to make them all want you

What Do Guys Like About You?

Ouuuu~

You Are A Woman!

Congratulations, you've made it to adulthood.You're emotionally mature, responsible, and unlikely to act out.You accept that life is hard - and do your best to keep things upbeat.This makes you the perfect girlfriend... or even wife!

Are You A Girl Or a Woman?

Heeeeee
hahaha enuff lah.. too many..

Too tired from all of it!

2006-06-28T15:42:00.000+10:00

Hey..

Let's see i've finish watching most of the series i wanted to watch! I forgot if i blog abt it alrdy!

1) One tree hill Season 3 (The BEST ONE EVER!) The ending is real gewd! Can't wait till season 4. So sory to lu and vonz, i couldn't burn for them cuz i dunno how to convert the files. -5 Stars for it!
2) The O.C Season 3 (Pffttt! Too much drama and gettin sick of marrisa) Ending sucks to! hahah She deserves it! hahaha I lyke kaitlin cooper. Love her sense of style too. She reminds me abit of Lindsay Lohan. -2 Stars
3) Lost Season 2 (Totally addictive, the one with the gunshot that killed 2 innocent ppl made me agitated. Loveeeee the whole series mannn!! 4 Stars
4) Prison Break Season 1 ( Still dling it, full of anticipation!!Totally addictive) 4 Stars
5) House Season 1, (Still dling it, so funnyyy.. ) 3/1/2 Stars

Yummy Yummy Actors Lolz..
1) Brucas (Chad Micheal Muray) Droolzzzzzzzz Major Hawtie - OTH (no leyton, to leyton's fans)
2) Micheal Scofield ( Wentworth Miler) Droolzzzzzzz - Prison Break
3) Seth Cohen ( Adam Brody) Oh so cute! - The O.C

After exams, my waking up and going to bed schedule is all in a messed. I wake up at 2p.m and slept at 3a.m, or 4a.m or 5.am or the latest was 7a.m. Been havin late nyte conversations with my angel for the past week cuz we've just got so much things in common and doing the same thing at the same time. Coincidence?

Last nyte, H & T came over to my place for mahjong,no i din play cuz i dun understand what they're playing but i'm learning but then i din managed to entertain them that much i kept running back and forth to my lappydoo and to them. H came into the room staring at my earring collections and said, you're 1st girl i've seen with so many earrings! Lolz.. H's so wrong!Then they all stayed to watch the 'Brazil' Match and i was wearing my Brazil jerseyyy! Lolz.. So, it's confirm H is dragging me to 'Amber' friday nyte! *Groans* I wannnn lavishhhhhhh. 'Amber' too many tee. Tuuu Maiiiii!!! (LoLz..) Only mary will understand! =p R2 might be planning to go Boulevard sat nyte! I wannnn! When is Yushi baby cummin back? I also have to booked my galfren twee-ty & H, T, S & D for hotpot dinnah at my house. *Reminder* Call Twee & D and booked them in advanced!

Kev's b'day is in 2 days tyme, heheh that guy wrote me a mail and he's might be back to Brunaiii! Gawd! i'm so pissed! He thought he'll see me back there for his 21st! BUT I'M NOT! I'M SO PISSED! But i'm delivering his present! *Winky wink* I miss the sisters! I wanna go sg! I'm so excited to see their new *ahem* tat presents! hahahaha okay imma go now, hafta cook dinah for the housemates b4 they balik from work!

:: The complication ended sadly : : ='(

Such a palaver

2006-06-27T02:00:00.000+10:00

Hello all,

i wanna blog about how cute my niece is. Her birthday was on the 24th of June and she was sick when i called her. she doesn't have any voice as well. HAHAHA so when she talk she's like soooo cute.She's like "I dun wan eat medicine so i sick" HAHAHA Then todai, i called her again to check on her but then a few blocks away from my house, a shop caught fire and apparantly when i called, there was no electricity. This is what she said to me.

Elva: Ah ko cindy, got faryer.
Me: how come got fire? did you play with fire?
Elva: No, i didn't, the faryer next house big big.
Me: what happen? how come got fire?
Elva: house got fire then ambulance come (Making the ambulance sound with her sore voice)
Me: Ouu.. is that how the ambulance sound like?
Elva: (Trying to make the ambulance sound again but no sound come out, cuz of her sore throat)
Me: Okay lah no need to make that sound again! *laffs*
Elva: house no electricity kenot watch barney.
Me: *LoL*
Elva: house on fire, no blankey, no tilam kenot on on (sleep)
Me: aww.. really.. where is elvina(my 1 mth old niece, her baby sis)? did she cry?
Elva: yeah she cry, then i tell her not to cry, it's going to be okay
Me: Awwwwwwwwwwww!! *laffs*
Elva: okay ah ko, i love you, good nyte *mwahz*
Me: *laffs* i love you too.
heeeeeeeeeeeeeee She's sooooo smartttt and sooo caring for her baby sis. She's so irrisistably cute! Everyday when i come home from work, she'll be the first person i look for and when i go out at nyte with -898- or with my friends, she'll the be the one crying. Yeah only sometimes she allow me to go out with -898- when she's occupied with barney but still have to hide from her. Sometimes she sees -898- car left, she'll cry thinking i'm in the car! HAHAHA -898- always come and spoils her with choki- choki or ice - cream or a new barney dvd. hahahha I miss my Elva Ong so much!

Okay.. i dunno what to update alrdy abt. Oh one more thing, even if i dun have uni, doesn't mean i have to do everything! Gheeezz! Cardiff Uni replied me! heheh *cross fingers* okay ciao now..

In a state of purgatory

2006-06-22T18:26:00.000+10:00

Hello all, i said i won't blog till i got pictures but then again i'm bored till the episode 'house' starts', then i have to go out and clean my old house. Okay firstly i have just finished my exams. Glad that's finally over, what a rush and stressful month. Hope i managed to do well thou. Yes, I have also moved into a house. Yeah a bigger house. I am living with 3 other people too. One couple and another guy. They're really nice people. The couple can be like a real parent to me, cuz they din even on the wireless when i got exams! Yeahhh.. i had to study hard during the whole week.

It made me miss -898- so much thou. hehe Okay.. anyway hmm.. what shud i update about.. Hmm.. Yeah i got the book 'Ugly' by Constance Briscoe. Owww mannn this book make me cry so badly. When i mean so badly means i actually cried for like quite some time. hahaha I felt like i could feel her pain. Every chapter just got me weeping. How would you feel if your mother pinch ur nipples and for something which you din do! How would you feel getting a big whack on the head or getting punch every single day! I'll feel like i wish i'll never have to wake up and face the world again the next day. But his lady here, she just kept growing stronger and stronger despite of all the bruises her mother and stepdad did to her. It made me miss my mum so so much and so grateful i have an angel like her to protect me all the time. I wish they'll make a movie out it, it'll trully allow ppl to see what child abuse is like and i'll defitnely watch it and cry all the way. Just like 'I not stupid 2!' Yes, this book is recommended by Amethyst, if you need to read more details of it, you can click on her website. If you're intrested in purchasing this item but can't find it, just let me know alright.

Hmm.. what else? yeah Sales in Melbourne. Can't wait to go to crown! I need get an elmo for my babyqueen wen wen for her 5th birthday because she wants it. hehe She's so naughty. I also wanna buy some stussy stuff and another peng shirt for -898-. Kev's birthday is coming in 2 weeks time, so i need to get him smtg too. okay.. anwayz i'm done updating here.. The rest of the personal update, you guys will get an e-mail. You know who you are~ hahaha my long long mail! Miss you babygirlssssssssssssssssssssssss! Oh just to let everyone know.. i think i keep repeating myself but it's okay but for those who dunno yet, i won't be coming back anytime soon not during this summer because i'm trying to complete 2 other subjects during the summer so i can finish earlier like in july next year so i can comeeeee homeeeeeee..... It's unbearable for me but this is what i have to do still. I'm really sorry!

Take care everyone. Till the next post, hopefully with pictures.. hehe i will be going to sharon's house party tomolo. hehe so they'll be pictures. Oh oh oh i got good news i can understand and speak a little 'canto' now.. HAHAHA wuu huuuuu! These are some of the chinese i can understand - Canto,Enghwa,Hakka, Hokkien, and Mandarin. Yayyyyyy!!! Thou i know mary's gonna laugh and say i still suck but heyyyyy.. at least i can understand eventhou i can't speak okay.. dun say anything yet leh.. later my canto become fuhhhyoooo then you know!

Ciao

"Happy Birthday!"

2006-06-06T14:05:00.000+10:00

"HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY!" to my dearest best friend wai ling. Finally we're all 21! You, me, jo and cher and in 3 weeks time it's gonna be kevster's tyme. We've been thru alot alot thru these years. You never fail to be there for me when i really need you. We have so much things in common but yet you are always the itellect one among all of us. I wish you'll come back here real soon. I miss our travelling to southland just to get our navel pierce and then spending hours and hours being sakai in priceline, hulas, dancing, lingerie shopping, bf shopping, just shopping like gila every stop in smith street, talking abosutely rubbish(insiders), to chips and chivas to lotsa seafood & more food! I miss having gelato or just ice cream with you during this cold season, well.. mostly you would eat it rather than me.. hahaha 21 years.. wow.. time really flies huh.. Look where each of us are right now. All soon to be working career wuman and men. I can't wait for all of us to just sit down at Coffeebean and catch up on good times. How i miss those time in high skool, just netball, goin over ur place doin the most random stuff, and gettin the bfs & etc.. hahaha too much.. Words can't describe how much you spoil me and how much i am loving you more and more each day! *mwahzzzzzzzzz* Come here & lemme give u a kish! HEHEHE G would enjoy that! HAHAH

"Happy birthday also to Cassandra!" *mwahz* Take care of urself (thou she's won't be reading this) hehe oh well.. Also "happy birthday!" on the 7th of June to my neighbour BENNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN!!!! I MISS YOU LOADSSSSSS!! =( I wanna have escapade again.. hahah unagi freaks we are! Loads of love from me Ben! I need ur update too.. *hugz* take care of urself alrite..

Anywayz...this are all the tyme i have for blogging. I dun think i'll be blogging after this due to exams exams exams and exams and also cuz i'm moving on the 13th! huh! just realised not a good day to moveee.. friday the 13th.. haha have to be a little superstitious afterall i do grow up from a chainyse family.. Need to follow abit of the fengsui and luck rules.. Lolz.. i dun actually know anything but my housemates are gonna do those while i'm studying! Oh i think i won't have the net for like two weeks! How dreadful can that be! I miss my boyfriend very much! We haven't been talking to each other much lately cuz we're both busy with things but we managed to catch up wit each other by webcaming and i just got too emotional i end up sobbing in front of him cuz i miss kali ah.. It's been 4 months away from him.. how painful is that! Yet we have to deal with other complications and he can't online so much lately cuz he's got tons of work to do and me busy with my exams. sigh! 4 months seemed so long!!!!! yet 1 year is still so far away! ='( Talk to my niece the other day and she wants me to come back. My mum said she was being notty she din wanna brush her teeth and she just being the brat she is start to cry and throw her tantrum yes at the age of 4! and she wants me to come back and brush it for her! i got all tearyyy after i heard that! I miss hugging herrr so much!

I MISS my family, cousins, friends, those in uk and around, so much.. yet most of them are back in Brunei. HOW I WISH!!! okay i better get studying.. dun have much time to spare anymore.. Ciao.. so lonely my tagboard ah!!!

"Happy Birthday 2nd June Babes!"

2006-06-01T20:41:00.000+10:00

"HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY BELOVED COUSIN MARY ONG!" You're getting older! But you're alrdy acting old! haiyah enjoy life bah! I LOVE YOU SO MUCHHHHHHHHH & I miss you like gilaaaaaaa here!!!! You dunno how bad it is! Come here but dun come here so 'He' won't see you & fall in love with you. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA you know who i'm toking abt! *winkz* Sorry hunny, i won't be there to make you cry and surprise you with a damnn cake which you spill on the floor! damnn youuuu! All the way from gdg get you that special cake! The risk me and lilian have to do that day! Getting damnnn WASTED that day! HAHAHAHA Tons of tearssss! One of the best crazy nights we ever have horrr.. i know u miss me and my crap esp my coconut lukas.. i miss him.. HAHAHAHA I know you will thank me in a few days! hahaha =p I LOVE YOU SO MUCHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH BEBEHHHHHH!

"Happy Birthday to another babe, Sharon!" Happy birthday sweetie.. hehe Have a great one! I know you will have a blast with ur love one beside you. All the best in everything you do and May God Bless you in every single thing you do! =D *Hugz* <3

1st day of winter and i'm alrdy getting sicker! wth! i caught the flu and my nose is all red now and it hurts cuz i keep blowing my nosee.. Ouchhh! yes, i have been drinking juice the whole day tooo.. It's making me sleepy this flu! I'm happpppppyyy todaiiiii eventhou smtg still upsets me but skoo that.. I'm happy with my assignment results and presentation results! HAHAHA How does a 4.5/5 for my presentation and everything marked excellent sounds like? eventhou i talk extra 2 mins when i am supposed to keep to 10 mins! i thought i talk fast enuff! hahah i'm one of the highest achiever in class together with my report! HAHAHAHAHAHA *shocking* Okay byee..

Quiz..

2006-05-31T22:25:00.000+10:00

http://www.quizyourfriends.com/quizpage.php?quizname=060531082003-232228&

Make a quiz cuz i was bored.. I think it should be easy? okay i'll blog another day.. tomolo's my last lecture and last tute... spent the whole day arranging my notes today and cleaning the house for inspection tomolo.. okay bye..

Takkan lupa cinta kita~

2006-05-29T23:26:00.000+10:00

Hello all,

I'm havin' sorethroat now and dry cough and my rashes has come back again due to this horrible weather. My skin gets so dry up easily and i have to put tons of lip balm on my lips because it hurts and body shop shea butter to prevent my skin from getting dry and itchy! Arghz! all the sudden my skin's being all senstive to weather changes again! How i hate it! I dun wann get sick considering exam is just 2 weeks away. yeah that fast.. before i know it, everything is over and lavishhhhh here i comeeee... anywayz i have been thinking alot abt smtg which is to dye my hair. But part of me is still scared because i dyed my hair 3 times and the color never came out. damnn.. this jet black hair.. I'm scared of bleaching my hair because i know what till be the cost of it. I think i know what color i wan, i'll follow yushi's advice.. heee..

Lately.. i have been craving Brunei's food. i crave for tien tien chicken rice today. i still crave for escapade and ambuyat because when i got back, this is me and mary's schedule, every weekend we would have either escapade or ambuyat or both in one weekend. Yeah.. we're that crazy! hahaha I miss having unagi and salmon. =( okay, i know everyone said aminah arif in kiulap has the best ambuyat ryte, okay got this one time our pakis taste like it has soap, we told the waiter abt it but he said there is nothing he could do! Like wth mannnnn! sorry i had to ruin their reputation. I'm a hospitality student and is exposed to food and beverage so dun tell me what is right and what is wrong and dun try to serve me the wrong way! I'm quite fussy with servings esp if the place has servers that are alrdy well trained but they deliberately serve u the wrong way because they think we know nothing. *WATCH IT* hahaha! My friends they would complain or tell them off! hahaha! I'm influencing my fussyness over food service to my cousins too and they also know how to differentiate things now. anywayz.. i think i can go on and on and on about food service system but i know i'm not teaching but some food servers are just being lazy.. okay enuff abt that.. did i say how much i enjoy learning my course? It makes me fussy in many things.. hehehe "Customers are always right!"

Moving on... in 3 weeks time my friend will have a lil' one.. hehe i'm so excited for her! she's gonna mail me her baby pictures. She's sucha strong young ladehhh! I love her to bits man.. she's an inspiration to me. so many things happening in june/july which i can't be there. It really frustrates me alot! Mary's b'day in 4 days time, my cousin's wedding in july 9th. one of the sister's ROM in s'pore! sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!! i so wanna go so badly.. i also wanna join the sisters in getting some arts! *winkz* I am missing all my friends so so so so so so badly! Diana's alrdy back in Brunei. Shim's in Brunei too. He will be back in Brunei in August, the triplets will be back in Brunei too! I am missing out so much on everythingggggg..... The agony of it.. Anywayz.. i think imma go now.. this blog is too long.. I owe everyone else a mail again and i can't fit them in my schedule to type everything.. mabye i shud just forward it! Lolz.. Yvonne.. you'll get ur mail soon.. i promise.. *mwahz*

Thanks to those who have been catching up with me by sending long friendster msgs and still haven't replied some.. Lolz..i will soooonnnnnn~ Oh yeah i want to thank one of the sister "Carrie" for putting up with me during some trouble times i had encountered! I loveeeee youuuuuuuu loadssssssssssssssssss... i owe u a mail too! I miss u wuman! Take care and enjoy being random!!! hahahah you know i love you for that too. Thanks also to Msleprechuan, whose being here for me during some tough stuffs. we can relate to each other.. Thanks for assuring me and keeping my confidence high! I love you for making me see how beautiful he really is! you know me and i know urs! Love you all the way!!! okay ciaooooo! wanna tidurr!!

She's so cute yaaa... I like her hair! I wanna get it done like that.. =P

Let me blow your mind~

2006-05-24T18:52:00.000+10:00

Fetish

Sexy red round toe pumps.

The white one.

The Sexy black one.

I want new shoes. I want those round toe pumps either in flats or heels!

Papaya soup

Heart shape kek batik

I made those. HAHAHAHA yeah ryte! I wish! I found it thru some website. I am craving for kek batik which i was sick of eating while working hyatt but now i'm missing it so badly! hehe Think might make some mabye this weekend. Ciao

Simply Fascinating~

2006-05-23T00:12:00.000+10:00

..................P.O.I.N.T.L.E.S.S..................

Stix some pins & needles on it!

2006-05-21T15:25:00.000+10:00

This layout is done my lil cuz Shealy~ hehe thanks! You know i love it! Anywayz my best friend came back to Melb for her graduation this thursday and best of all she bought me lotsa goodies! hehehe I love her to the maximum. I dun wan herrrrr toooo goooo backkkkk! Sigh i really miss my friends.. Missing the sisters so much. Everyone now has some issues going on.. I wanna attend one of the sister's ROM. Two of the sisters are getting smtg intresting and i'm so excited abt it! One of them, you know where to find me if u ever need to talk..Sigh! I wanna see all of them so badly.. okay.. pictures!

My goodies..<3<3<3

Abercrombie & Fitch & Juicy Couture tees! <3<3<3 I dunno how to thank her!

Indie boho bag and accessoriessss~ <3<3<3

:: Putting on makeup to cover up the hidden marks ::

2006-05-17T12:50:00.000+10:00

HEAD ACHE? EAT FISH! Eat plenty of fish -- fish oil helps prevent headaches. So does ginger, which reduces inflammation and pain.

HAY FEVER? EAT YOGURT! Eat lots of yogurt before pollen season. Also-eat honey from your area (local region) daily.

TO PREVENT STROKE DRINK TEA! Prevent buildup of fatty deposits on artery walls with regular doses of tea.(actually, tea suppresses my appetite and keeps the pounds from invading...Green tea is great for our immune system)!

INSOMNIA (CAN'T SLEEP?) HONEY! Use honey as a tranquilizer and sedative.

ASTHMA? EAT ONIONS!!!! Eating onions helps ease constriction of bronchial tubes. (make onion packs to place on your chest, helped therespiratory ailments and actually made us breathe better).

ARTHRITIS? EAT FISH, TOO!! Salmon, tuna, mackerel and sardines actually prevent arthritis. (fish hasomega oils, good for our immune system)

UPSET STOMACH? BANANAS - GINGER!!!!! Bananas will settle an upset stomach. Ginger will cure morning sickness and nausea.

BLADDER INFECTION? DRINK CRANBERRY JUICE!!!! High-acid cranberry juice controls harmful bacteria.

BONE PROBLEMS? EAT PINEAPPLE!!! Bone fractures and osteoporosis can be prevented by the manganese in pineapple.

PREMENSTRUAL SYNDROME? EAT CORNFLAKES!!!! Women can ward off the effects of PMS with cornflakes, which help reducedepression, anxiety and fatigue.

MEMORY PROBLEMS? EAT OYSTERS! Oysters help improve your mental functioning by supplying much-needed zinc.

COLDS? EAT GARLIC! Clear up that stuffy head with garlic. (Remember, garlic lowers cholesterol,too.)

COUGHING? USE RED PEPPERS!! A substance similar to that found in the cough syrups is found in hot redpepper. Use red (cayenne) pepper with caution-it can irritate your tummy.

BREAST CANCER? EAT Wheat, bran and cabbage Helps to maintain estrogen at healthy levels.

LUNG CANCER? EAT DARK GREEN AND ORANGE AND VEGGIES!!! A good antidote is beta carotene, a form of Vitamin A found in dark greenand orange vegetables.

ULCERS? EAT CABBAGE ALSO!!! Cabbage contains chemicals that help heal both gastric and duodenal ulcers.

DIARRHEA? EAT APPLES! Grate an apple with its skin, let it turn brown and eat it to cure thiscondition. (Bananas are good for this ailment)

CLOGGED ARTERIES? EAT AVOCADO! Mono unsaturated fat in avocados lowers cholesterol.

HIGH BLOOD PRESSURE? EAT CELERY AND OLIVE OIL!!! Olive oil has been shown to lower blood pressure. Celery contains a chemical that lowers pressure too.

BLOOD SUGAR IMBALANCE? EAT BROCCOLI AND PEANUTS!!! The chromium in broccoli and peanuts helps regulate insulin and blood sugar.

Kiwi: Tiny but mighty. This is a good source of potassium, magnesium,Vitamin E &fiber. It's Vitamin C content is twice that of an orange.

Apple: An apple a day keeps the doctor away? Although an apple has a lowVitamin C content, it has antioxidants &flavonoids which enhances theactivity of Vitamin C thereby helping to lower the risks of colon cancer,heart attack & stroke.

Strawberry: Protective fruit. Strawberries have the highest totalantioxidant power among major fruits &protect the body from cancer causing,blood vessels clogging free radicals. (Actually, any berry is good for you.they're high in anti-oxidants and they actually keep us young........blueberries are the best and very versatile in the health field........theyget rid of all the free-radicals that invade our bodies)

Orange: Sweetest medicine. Taking 2 - 4 oranges a day may help keep coldsaway, lower cholesterol, prevent & dissolve kidney stones as well as lessenthe risk of colon cancer.

Watermelon: Coolest Thirst Quencher. Composed of 92% water, it is alsopacked with a giant dose of glutathione which helps boost our immune system.They are also a key source of lycopene - the cancer fighting oxidant. Othernutrients found in watermelon are Vitamin C &Potassium. (Watermelon also hasnatural substances [natural SPF sources] that keep our skin healthy,protecting our skin from those darn SUV rays)

Guava &Papaya: Top awards for Vitamin C. They are the clear winners fortheir high Vitamin C content. Guava is also rich in fiber which helpsprevent constipation.

Papaya is rich in carotene; this is good for your eyes. (Also good for gas and indigestion)

Tomatoes are very good as a preventative measure for men, keeps thoseprostrate problems from invading their bodies.

Got this from a forwarding mail from my best friend Doni, he knows i lyke stuffs like that! It's so intresting! Oysters are good for memory!! I love oysters i always pile them up on my plate during buffet! Lolz.. I miss havin em' That's why i love Brunei, i get to eat seafood buffet at empire & sheraton! ='( Missing it so badly! Well, gotta get some ginger, apples, bananas, papayas, and strawberries into my shopping cart in two weeks time. Essential items! Oh and Fish too! I miss my mummy..

"Happy Mother's Day!"

2006-05-14T15:09:00.000+10:00

"HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!" This is my mummy! Yeah I LOVE her loads!

A mother's smile
A mother's hug
A mother's love
A mother's gentleness
A mother's strictness
A mother's cooking
A mother's advice
All of those i miss it all! Thou i may be a grown lady already but it doesn't mean i don't like to be pampered by my mum. Doesn't mean i have to stop listening to my mum's advices. I was a little brat before and i dunno how my mum still love me as much as now.. Like they say a mother's love is priceless. My mum is an ANGEL! She's God's most wonderful creation. Her kindness always blows me away. I am sometimes mad at her for being to genuine in her kindness but envy her for being so strong up till today. I wish i am there right now to company her lonliness and do anything just to make her smile.
Thanks mum for everything that you have given me, i couldn't have asked for another mum. Sorry for being so stubborn sometimes and not understanding you.. I love you forever! It will be my turn to take care of you~

Assignments

2006-05-13T17:36:00.000+10:00

I dunno why but i really really adore this phone..I like the La'Amour collection the gold one! =)
Oh i really wanna get this skinny leg jeans one day from 'Tsubi' It's sooooooooo sexeh! Love it!Arghhhhh! I really WANT ITTTTT!!!! Oh i want her nice figure too.. see the shape of her waist! so curvy! need to get back to doing my sit ups! Need to be like my jie Rach! hehehe
My Brunch... I felt so creative that day and decided to name my dish 'Stranded Love' hehe u see the four cocktails, they're wearing nothing but covered in ancient white robe which is a chicken loaf hehe and the two couples are holding arms and the orange juice which is supposed to be the sea... HAHAHAHA the mushroom cheese ommelette is the island they were supposed to go.. well the couples are really in love with each other but their is a barrier in between them from reaching their happiness but they'll do anything to walk thru together hand in hand to find their true happiness! HAHAHAH do i make sense? hahaha I was just smiling and having this infront of my lappy doo while chatting to bibi! hehe

Oh, I have 1 more major assignment to finish which is my accouting assignment! I hate it! It's worth 30% and there is so much to do. I have one report and presentation due next week. I think that should be okay.. i think.. I get really really nervous when i have to stand and speak out to the class. I will blush and then i then i might start talking in broken jibberish english haha nervous. HAHAHA so embarassing k.. I'm a really shyyyy.. person k... reallyyy.. esp infront of crowds! Freakkyyy! I have to really overcome my shyness because i am in a hospitality industry i really try... I tend to get speechless when dealing with guest sometimes.. anywayz.. just wanna upload some pictoorsss... hehe eee.. I Miss my Mum! Tomolo is "Mother's Day!" i think bibi is getting smtg for her on my behalf.. hehe Me, Bibi and my mum were chatting together just now! *blush* Lolz..

"Everybody needs love and attention, but you certainly don't ever need to stress urself out on these two things in life. You are alrdy being loved even without you knowing it urself. Don't ever for one second think your parents dislikes u or regret for bringing you into this world. It may be accidently or it may be a plan doesn't mean things won't benefit. You just have to make the most of it. Yes, everyone dream of having a fairytale life with happily ever after ending. Who ever said happy endings is just a hoax! It doesn't mean it doesn't exist. You just have to be patience with it, even if it take months or years! Eventually it'll come to you. If you rush it then you might just be dissapointed with the end results but then again it really depends. I believe every situation depends on how you handle the situation. But i just wanna make this clear. I want to tell everyone of u who are reading my blog, if you ever felt scared, lonely,threaten, depressed or hurt; there was certain ways to heal your soul. Even if it take time, let time and let those around you or close to you be your shoulder to lean on. Just open up and let those tears fall instead of keeping it deep down. One more thing you all have to remember (whether you believe or don't believe in HIM) but God is always looking down upon you. HE feels hurt if his children are hurting too. Believe that he'll do all that he can just to heal your fragile soul. Also believe that ur loved ones are always shinning down their love on you. Watching over you every step and trying to whisper those words you need to hear either thru the wind or in your dreams."

okay.. that's all for now.. hehe Cheers! Hopefully my family are coming here in December! I miss my mum so much! hehe Today i cooked oriental fried rice, fried chicken (marinated with curry sauce) and mashed potato. Bye bye.. Time for dinner soon..

Jiu Rang Wo Ai Ni~

2006-05-10T13:02:00.000+10:00

Rang Wo Ai Ni (Let Me Love You) By Vic Zhou and Barbie Hsu <3
The English translation of the song!

A mood with no disturbances
because your appearance shattered the stillness
You shook up my already sealed – away heart
ice and snow are melting
Return to the first time we met
The wind’s blowing past a person alone so beautiful
Why is the gray sky so expressionless?
Your heart is raining
Just let me love you
Let me lose myself
The broken light’s deeply attracted to the darkness (love this part of the lyric, so true)
I assure you
Even if there’s nothing left in life
All we need is a tacit embrace
Prove miracles exists
In the wild heart
In the spirit dark depth I’ll find you
I’m willing
To leave this world with a smile
Happiness is far away but our hearts are together (this relates to me)

You can never brush away the past
The harder you remember, the more it’s like a never ending nightmare (so true)
My tears fall past your sky
The rain won’t stop
My heart hurts
The wind’s like a brush, watching me
You image stands before the wind
The first rainbow has appeared in the picture of my heart
Because of you, I believe
Maybe in the next world, we'll meet again...

::Thou love may TIRE me, i'll never REGRET it: :

Advertising for MARS Zhan Shen

2006-05-09T15:42:00.000+10:00

Sorry for the late of updates been really busy with assignments and some problems~ It's draining my soul, feel so tired everyday now. Anyway i just wanna update smtg about the series MARS Zhan Shen! It's actually adapted from one of the manga comic series. Its about a college guy who had a twin brother. His twin commited suicide in front of him and therefore he was deeply traumatized(sp?) by it. He was trying to recover from the past as well and trying to remember what had happened before the whole incident happened with his twin. His passion in the racing world keeps him happy and most of all the one that he love keeps him alive! Long story~ watch the series and you might be touched. I know i was deeply touched and see the fact of life in that series! I could watched it all over again yeah with english subtitles so i won't be confused.

"SWEET" p:s- does anyone know if they really dating?

Also their opening them song and closing theme song is related to the movie and the lyrics is really meaningful. Yeah i know since when i listen to chinese stuff! Maryyy!!! I watched this not because of zaizai okay!!! well 99% of it! hahahahaha But it's really a good one so addicted to it! If you like meteor garden and meteor rain, i recommend this one~ okay pictures..

Grrrr! Ta hen ke aiiiiii mahhhh!!! How can u resists!! Good looks, Cute Face, Great Height, Great actor and most of all really soothing voice! I'll marry him if he ask me to! Lolz... In my dreamsssssssssssssssss!!!!!! ooooo yeahhh i saw one guy which looks like him working at one of the club! Zen te hen ke aiiiiii!!!

Perfect Lead actress! Babrie Hsu! so jeles of her! She's got the talent mann! Once in F4 and now in MARS! She gets to be with vic! hahahaha But she's really great!!

One of the the actress in this series! I think she's sooooo pretttyyyy! She's Qiu Lu (Barbie) best friend in this series!!! Prettyyy~

Oh this guy! Is he good looking? heheh kinda lah! All i can say that he's really amazing! he acts as dong tau a freaky psychotic guy who kills for pleasure! he things Ling(vic) is his soulmate and he wants Ling to think that he's a dark pyscho guy too! Good acting man!!! Wayyy freakyyy!

Oh the songs, Mars Them - Vic Zhou and "Rang wo ai ni (let me love you)" by Vic zhou and Barbue Hsu.. If u wanna find these videos type Mars Zhan Shen and click under search! alrite.. that's all for now.. Can't stoP saying how much i love the series. Many good actress and actors innit! Plus i hardly watch chinese series unless it's really good plus eng subtitles! HAHAHA =p

-=The broken light is attracted to the darkness=-

testing

2006-04-29T02:34:00.000+10:00

My first post in my new blog is dedicated to my GRANDMA! R.I.P Beloved Grandma.... That is a picture of my grandpa and grandma! Isn't it the sweetest thing~
My grandma has taken care of my when i was a little brat! I use to remember she cane me cuz i put my hands in the fish tank and disturb the fishes. I keep feeding them too much food. My grandma can cook really yummy food. My grandma took care of me when my mum was in the hospital. The last thing i did when i came back from Melbourne when i first found out abt my grandma's condition, i quickly make a huge celebration to make her happy during Christmas. Me and my cousin did some dance show for my grandma during her 80the birthday! Chinese new year we had dinner. A few days before i left, talk to my grandma, was holding back the tears (okay.. tears are starting to flow when i am typing this...) and try to smile as much as possible!

The day she left the world for good! No more pain and suffering for her. I was crying for 2 days straight! I know i shouldn't because i'll know she wants me to be stronger and to be hardworking. I am trying hard every single day. I wasn't there for here when it happens! I wanted to tell her so badly how much i love her and i'm sorry for what i've done. It felt so guilty. Her words will constantly be running in my mind who and how she wants me to be. I will try as hard as possible to avoid those temptations. I wish i knew how to speak better chinese so i can communicate more with her. I felt so dumb! Granny i wish you can read this! But i know you're in heaven looking down on me and telling me how stupid i am to feel this way!

God is with you! I love you my Beloved Granny~You're still looking so young & beautiful!

Sorry abt my mood lately.. i've got alot of drama that's happening in my life lately. It's riping me apart.. Still trying to survive.. Jie Rach knows what i'm talking abt... But I'm fine~

That's all for now..

p:s- My other blog got deleted dunno what happen to it before i reformated my p.c. =)